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can't hold me down ;) by @indialeelitz

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2 years ago

The picture above was taken three months before October 2024. In October of 2024, I had planned to take my life. I gave myself two weeks after my niece was born.

I have struggled with anxiety and depression my entire childhood up to now. I went through a lot of pain and exposure when I was very young, and it affected me significantly. Growing up, my mental health alongside a lot of others was often “spiritualized.” Not intentionally, but because people didn’t always know how to help with depression and anxiety. Because of that, I felt very alone in what I was going through.

Fast forward to my junior year of high school. One of my best friends was in an accident and passed away unexpectedly. Around that same time, we also had another student commit suicide the month before. I felt hopeless and completely lost. I didn’t just lose a close friend I lost someone who felt like a sister. My whole world was shattered, and I struggled deeply after that.

Months later, my senior year had just started. I had already decided that after my niece was born in late September, I would take my life. I planned to give myself two weeks to spend with her and my family before going through with it. More in comments. taken in Montana by @indialeelitz

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7 months ago

7 years with this beautiful girl. Keira, you were such a joy in my life. I'm so incredibly grateful that i had you as a friend. You were always there for me through the good and bad. I loved going to school with you all these years. Thank you for being my tanning buddy, my laughter, my friend, my walking buddy, my fave volleyball partner, my fave cat lover, my fave swifty, my support. I have so many amazing memories with you. You were always there no matter what. You always checked in, always invited me, always made sure i ate when we were together. We went through trial and error but always made it through. You didn't deserve this. You were so young and full of life. You were an unbelievable human being and you loved people with your whole heart. I'm truly speechless. This was so unfair to you and your AMAZING family. To Becky & Mike, I love you both so much and so incredibly grateful for your hospitality and support. I'm so sorry for your loss. To lyla, my dear sweet girl. I love you more than anything and i'm always here for you no matter what. To the rest of the bradley family, You guys are amazing and deserve the world. Thank you for always making me feel welcomed. For any of you close with keira, You are not alone. Never hesitate to reach out, we are all going through this together. We will miss you more than anything keira. I love you. Im so sorry my love 🤍 by @indialeelitz

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3 years ago

never been better 💋 by @indialeelitz

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On mountain time taken in Glacier National Park by @indialeelitz

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2 months ago

mt summer, while it lasted by @indialeelitz

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2 months ago

Living for boots & concerts this summer taken in Missoula, MT by @indialeelitz

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2 months ago

save a horse.... taken in Under the Big Sky by @indialeelitz

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3 months ago

I watched the game I swear by @indialeelitz

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3 months ago

I need to touch some grass, or trees... taken in Glacier National Park by @indialeelitz

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5 months ago

New weekend routine taken in Whitefish, Montana by @indialeelitz

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5 months ago

You're probably tired of seeing babies all the time but I'm not!!! taken in Montana by @indialeelitz

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6 months ago