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𝚕𝚒𝚟𝚎 𝚖𝚞𝚜𝚒𝚌 🎶
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Summer 2026 was a deeply transformative chapter. After being rocked to my core, I chose a period of self-exploration and honestly, it has brought me to my favorite Amber yet 💜

As we transition into fall, I’m ready to watch the things I’ve been working toward come to fruition. My heart is just so full of gratitude as I trust the timing and lean into the peace I’ve built. 🍂

#grateful #blessed #healing #growth #lovelife by @isaid_yess

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“𝙸𝚝’𝚜 𝚖𝚎 𝚊𝚐𝚊𝚒𝚗. 𝙸 𝚗𝚎𝚎𝚍 𝚜𝚘𝚖𝚎𝚘𝚗𝚎 𝚝𝚘 𝚋𝚎 𝚖𝚢 𝚏𝚛𝚒𝚎𝚗𝚍. 𝚂𝚘𝚖𝚎𝚘𝚗𝚎 𝚠𝚑𝚘 𝚠𝚘𝚗’𝚝 𝚛𝚞𝚗 𝚊𝚠𝚊𝚢. 𝙼𝚊𝚢𝚋𝚎 𝚜𝚎𝚗𝚍 𝚖𝚎 𝚊𝚗 𝚊𝚗𝚐𝚎𝚕! 𝚃𝚑𝚎 𝚗𝚒𝚌𝚎𝚜𝚝 𝚊𝚗𝚐𝚎𝚕 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚑𝚊𝚟𝚎.” -𝙻𝚒𝚕𝚘

#mystitch #sunflower #iloveyou #wholeheart #unconditional taken in Yellow Springs Sun Flower Field by @isaid_yess

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Proofs of Lives! 🤪

#blessed #grateful #healing #growing #changing by @isaid_yess

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2 months ago

Just Keep Swimming.
#photodump #growing #life #blessed #summer by @isaid_yess

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3 months ago

Life Lately.
#summer #fun #blessed #grateful #timeflies by @isaid_yess

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It takes a strength I’ve never experienced to show up for children while healing a broken heart. It makes sense to me now that my survival mode was to avoid it; there is no way I could’ve processed any of this while going through the most traumatic, life changing experience of my life. I’ve not been one to avoid things & simultaneously I did but I didn’t. I fought everyday to be here for these boys because no one else was, while I put my shit under the rug for later.

Now here I am trying to show up for me while in the midst of it; to heal from stacked grievances and it’s brutal. It’s unfair to do such hard things whilst I never brought kids into this world but I guess it’s what makes me a good person. I’ve handled the hardest parts of life in the way that I had too & I’ll get thru this. Just gotta feel the feels, even if it’s crying in my room between changing diapers & cleaning up messes. To be honest I cry in front of them too. It’s a healthy way to process and they should see it to understand it.

Thankful for the love and support I’ve had both old/new friends, patients/ co workers, Epi, neighbors, family & god. I don’t think I’ve picked up the phone to lean into others more than I have now. I’m grateful every time I do. Ilu. We really are all just walking each other home. 🙏🏼💞

#healing #growth #grateful #blessed #igotthis by @isaid_yess

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3 years ago I picked you up with dreams of living a travel filled adventurous life. Immediately my dad got sick, so we came home, we fought with him. We stayed to help, & ended up having my nephews placed in my care. It’s been a challenging three years.

& This isn’t where I thought we’d be but I have to believe we’re exactly where we’re suppose to be.
Together is enough for me.

I love you always and ♾️

💜 1-800-247-Play. aka Mom.

#bordercollie #3years #blessed #grateful #myforever by @isaid_yess

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I can’t choose one; I love this boy soooooo much!

#hiking #nature #majestic #bestboy #myforever by @isaid_yess

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8 months ago

Yₒᵤ & ᵢ 🐾

#broccolollies #mybaby #mylife #myworld #myeverything by @isaid_yess

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8 months ago

If you don’t know: this is my life update.

The last 6 months have been hell to say the least, with few glimmers. After the loss of Rod, then my dad, & not even a year into my grief this situation arises which has completely limited my life, my freedom, my happiness. Although there are moments of this that make me fulfilled and smile ( glimmers) it’s still hard. I didn’t choose this but I chose to stay because I love my family.
In August Aunt Burr stepped up, Becoming a mom to three overnight which has left me completely exhausted. I’ve had to learn so much, even about myself. I had to take a medical leave from my job because driving my truck into a tree felt like the best option on the way to work. (I didn’t, but intrusive thoughts were of plenty.) Also we had no help for sitter or daycare so I needed to be here until that fell into place (6months later.) Being on social media made me envious of others living their life’s to the fullest. While I’m stuck here, I felt sad, alone & it hurt everytime I got on. So to handle that I removed social media from my life.
I have gone through some of the hardest days of my existence. Days where I had to crawl out of bed because the little one needs medicine due to medical conditions. The Kids need fed… to fight for children I didn’t even bring into this world.. Creating structure, stability, security, and managing habits/behaviors deeply rooted in children that I didn’t create. I see my therapist regularly to manage these challenges, these lows, these changes.. I’ve worked on small ways of self care to keep me sane.
Thankful for Epi, my rock but this has even been hard for him. :( if you know me Epi’s happiness is my life goal. I’ve had to share my time & I’ve seen changes in him because of this.. I give as much as I can. But it wares on my soul. …. See comments. by @isaid_yess

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YUBA, 2020.

#bestyear #yuba #takemeback #august #reunion #memories #flashback #peace #reset #ifonly #thegoodoledays #beautiful #nature #goldenhour #reminscing by @isaid_yess

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ᴀᴍᴀʀɪʟʟᴏ, ᴛᴇxᴀꜱ. 2023

#featuredphoto #amarillo #texas #travelRN #adventure #graffiti #thegoodlife #missthis #bordercollie #bordercollieaddicted #bordercollieadventure #tbt taken in Cadillac Ranch - Route 66 - Amarillo, TX by @isaid_yess

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