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Oops, first real post in almost 3 years. Shit has been absolutely bonkers busy in the best possible way (somehow the year is almost half over?!), and it's only gonna get wilder. Many killer times in the books lately, so here's a very random assortment of snaps from em. Words can't describe what it feels like to realize you've made it out from the trenches of debilitating grief. Lots more work to be done and fun to be had on the horizon, and I'm beyond grateful to be here doing it. Shouts out to all the other sad busted babies trying their damn best out there - yer doing the good work. by @izdog_
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3 years ago
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My little brother Malcolm died of an overdose late Monday night/early Tues morning. He had been struggling with addiction and his mental health for many years, and now that struggle is over. My sisters, my mother, and myself have spent countless hours agonizingly worrying about this possible outcome, and now those days are over. Each of us exhausted every effort to support him, to help him, and express to him that he was loved unconditionally, and that we believed in him. One more tragic reminder that love is not always enough.

We had been in touch for the first time in a long time these past few weeks, as he had hit yet another wall in what previously seemed like an endless cycle of rise and fall. Though it makes this abrupt new reality even more acutely painful because we had spoken so recently, I'm grateful for those few hours of correspondence, frustrating as they mostly were.

When he was clear enough to be himself, he was deeply sweet, quick as a whip, charismatic, and ab-workout-level hilarious. I already missed him dearly, because it had been a long time since we'd been able to be close. Now I will miss him every day until I die. We all hoped for a future where he could use the wisdom of his time in battle to help others, and I'd like to think that is still possible somehow, albeit postmortem. 
I'm furious. I'm heartbroken. I'm still in disbelief. I'm paralyzed with grief. I am thankful for his many gifts over the years. 
I love you forever, my sweety honey boy. I hate that you're gone. by @izdog_
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6 years ago
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Bandcamp is updated with the leftover TDOM longsleeves, plus 100 copies of Supy D on compact disc. by @izdog_
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7 years ago
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CHUFFED AF.
💀😬🐣😵💀 taken in Copenhagen, Denmark, Europe by @izdog_
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7 years ago
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Who is she by @izdog_
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7 years ago
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Good dirty shoe crew by @izdog_
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7 years ago
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This is a bad kitty. by @izdog_
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7 years ago
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It's on. by @izdog_
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7 years ago
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This Sunday! @bathchairsmary , myself, and the elusive Josh Stuewer will be jamming the good shit at Barleypop Live, 6-9. Come bang your head with a fancy beer. Also it will still be my birthday. by @izdog_
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7 years ago
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I almost cried during Immolation. taken in Walker's Point Music Hall by @izdog_
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7 years ago
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Hard to get a photo with the whole fam. This is the best we could do. by @izdog_
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7 years ago
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Every day is a dog day. by @izdog_
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7 years ago
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