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Jessica Higginbotham

@jesshigginns

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just a girl figuring it out with God ♡
sobriety • freedom • becoming 🕊️
sharing my story & helping women rewrite theirs ↓

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you hit you’re first year of sobriety and now what? life doesn’t stop. no - it actually shows you there is more to live. it’s a gift if you perceive it that way.

keep showing up. everyday you stay sober, it counts; think of it like you’re investing a little .01% into you’re dream self and dream reality that you don’t need to escape from.

& if you or know of any nonprofit organization for mental health or sobriety podcasts lmk how i can get involved i would love to show up more or anyway i can in this space ❤️ #soberaf #finallysober #soberpodcast #soberjourney taken in Uluwatu, Bali, Indonesia by @jesshigginns

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25 days ago

extremely niche and one day late but if this resonates welcome to the gang. 🤘🏻

#soberity #recoveryjourney #soberwoman #alcholism #soberlifestyle @soberaf_official by @jesshigginns

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a month ago

side quest maxing 🏄‍♂️

#creatoreconomy #sidequest #20something #bali #surfing taken in Blue Point Beach by @jesshigginns

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9 days ago

parents are SCARED 😂

#traveling #creatoreconomy #bali #skydiving #hikelikeagirl taken in Bali, Indonesia by @jesshigginns

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10 days ago

from personal experience ✈️ #recovery #traveling #creatoreconomy taken in Bali, Indonesia by @jesshigginns

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12 days ago

I’ve shared pieces of my life online for years, but never the full story of how I got here.

Some parts are beautiful. Some are messy. Some took me a long time to understand myself.

so I’m not sharing this because I’m ashamed of who I was. I’m sharing it because maybe another woman will see herself somewhere in it. 🙏🏻

I had to became aware of money, insecurity and instability really young. Both of my parents worked very hard, but it was never enough to keep food on the table.

I remember wanting more for myself at this age.

I wanted freedom. I wanted to feel safe. & I wanted a beautiful life.

That desire wasn’t wrong — I just had a lot to learn about what freedom actually was.

around college time that’s when i found the world of modeling and photographs, something to escape in beauty & don’t get me wrong it gave me so much. confidence, travel, creativity, opportunities and a world that felt bigger than the one I knew.

yet, the truth is i made little to no money doing it. everything was truly from my heart and my passion for it. but for me; it was not sustainable.

And I still love that part of who I am. But at the same time, I was trying so hard to belong. Drinking and drugs became normal and slowly I started getting further away from myself. so i guess two things can both be true.

this where things took a little bit of a turn. i had to find a way to keep up my beautiful life i created online and through modeling and needed the resources to pay for it. my perception of reality was warped & i felt like i was on my own. fending for myself.

More money. Beautiful places. Travel. Experiences I never imagined having. I thought i won at life. I was told i never had to work ever again by sugar daddies, i believed them.

At the time, it felt like I had finally figured out how to get the security and freedom I’d always wanted and i don’t look back at that version of myself with shame. She was doing the best she could with what she knew and tools she had. beauty was the vehicle but i had it all wrong.

this is the part that’s difficult to explain from photos.

Because it everything looked good!

I could be in a beautiful hotel, traveling somewhere incredib taken in Bali, Indonesia by @jesshigginns

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13 days ago

child of the most high ✝️ #bali #riceterraces #creatoreconomy #purpose #peace taken in Jati Luwih Rice Terraces, Bali by @jesshigginns

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15 days ago

for the peacemakers & lightworkers of the world 🌎

#soberity #travel #nature #healing #spirituality taken in Leke Leke Waterfall by @jesshigginns

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20 days ago

A pear party, and everyone’s invited. by @jesshigginns

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21 days ago

i think i’m on such a beautiful path right now, and i want to keep sharing it with you guys because it’s continuing to change my life 🌸

i’m learning that you don’t have to go viral, build a course, or have everything figured out.

sometimes you just need one skill that you can take with you wherever life takes you.

for me, that’s been learning high-ticket sales in the creator economy through @callherpaid

i’m still learning, still building, and still figuring it out — but i’m really excited to see where this path takes me. 🤍

if you’ve been curious about it too, dm me “REMOTE” or check the link in my bio. #womeninbusiness #creatoreconomy #salescareers #womenentrepreneurs taken in Bali, Indonesia by @jesshigginns

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25 days ago

ahh breaking generational curses and building empires type sh*ttt #bali #traveling #sales #20s taken in Bali, Indonesia by @jesshigginns

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a month ago

my dream hike 🤍 taken in Kelingking Beach Nusa Penida by @jesshigginns

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a month ago