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Tara Yvonne

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Chapter 45! I did a thing today ON my birthday!
No big post, just this......

I love my life, my strength and who I am as an entire person. I am loved, supported and pushed and I am so excited to see what this chapter brings!

Ps. My eyes were open entire freefall and it was sincerely the best experience I have ever had!

This 🦀 is in her new shell! LFG 45!!!!

❤️🦀🥳⚡️ taken in Caddo Mills, Texas by @jump_rope2018

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3 months ago

ONE YEAR SOBER ♥️🎂♥️
I'm allowing this moment to be happy.
I'm not thinking about what was or what's next.
I love who I'm becoming every day.
I have an open heart, complex soul, and a dirty mind.
I love my safe and warm home with a mix of horror, magic, and being a girl
I am in awe of my strength and softness
I keep my boundaries in tact while tip toeing into the unknown
Allowing myself to say NO or not having guilt for changing my mind
I'm having empathy, but knowing when to step away
I allow myself to be human without losing my core
I love my broken parts, and I am piecing them together with patience, kindness, self-worth, and love

I'm becoming the warrior my younger self needed.

I am her, and she will always hold my heart as tightly as she can to carry me through ♥️

📸 @danimal_sd 🥹 taken in Texas by @jump_rope2018

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2 years ago

This was me after Rise of the Roach Tour-I gave no fucks. @paparoach sincerely healed some fucking wounds. I screamed and cried and danced my little heart out. The dude who took this picture was my homie for the hours we were there, him and his best dude were having guys night and were my angels making sure I didn't get kicked in the head and was able to be free. At the end of the show, they hugged me and told me they were proud of me and keep going.

I told them I'm celebrating a year of sobriety this week, and this was another way I was celebrating myself.

This year has been fucking painful and not easy. I never wanted to quit, though. I have found that I accomplished so much when I wasn't sober, so what can I do now?

But this is me, in my happy place, if you have ever been to a show with me, you know this is actual fact, I just never put my goofy self on camera like this...

But tonight, I feel free. The bullshit, the lies, the heartbreaks, intrusive thoughts, the abuse....I'm fully committed to stepping into my full self and pushing myself further than before.

Those who have been with me and never left my side....

Thank You ♥️

@riseagainst always the best time, 25 years worth and not done yet 😍🤘🖤

Ps. My Stained tour shirt is pretty rad, was made for the Texas show 🥳 taken in Texas by @jump_rope2018

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2 years ago

After many months, time to introduce my 👻OO.
Thank You to my Best Dude always and forever @danimal_sd for such a rad day! Always such finest times! 🖤💀🪄🧹🎃🧡

Fun Fact: I told the man I was planning Halloween photos and he said when, I want to do them with you. He didn't hesitate. Find you someone who keeps your child like side active. We have too much serious shit now a days. 😍 taken in Halloween Town by @jump_rope2018

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20 hours ago

It Was Never A Phase 🖤💀🖤 by @jump_rope2018

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10 days ago

I had a visitor today, I was sitting on my porch and I almost missed him, but saw his wings flutter. He stayed just enough for me to admire him. 🦋💫🤍 taken in Texas by @jump_rope2018

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a month ago

Let me break it down for you. The scale is bullshit. Im in medium pants and large sweatshirt (which is baggy) sitting at 205 lbs. I have been this weight literally for years. The older I get my weight shifts on my body but the number has been pretty much the same.

Im on a few beef organ supplements to keep my perimenopause in check (yay 40s biology) but I stopped carrying the weight of others opinions of how I should look. Its how I feel. Besides my actual disease that I have managed for almost 18 years, I'm pretty healthy.

We know the summer months make my body agro so gym time is hard but I'm still staying active. My issue is when Im in the gym I don't go small. It's go big or go home.

Last January I was very vocal to everyone about not shrinking yourself down to fit in others boxes. Im still on that. I see everyone healing their shit and you know me, I am right there with you, I just wanted to show you that until we stop feeding our own value with what society tells us our worth is, we will forever be stuck.

My body is amazing, it has done so much for me and kept me moving. I honor my journey not tear myself a part 💯

Plus it's Spooky Season and I wanted to show respect to Tim Curry 🖤😭💔 taken in Texas by @jump_rope2018

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a month ago

Dear Me,
Bitch, you're doing it, the hard things, the healing quietly things, I still heal outloud but sometimes its ok to process solo. We walked through the fire and the madness and after many long years, we truly do know where our place is in this world.

Those who doubted, abused and gave up on me were a true blessing because they showed me who I never wanted to be.

I love hard and cut off harder, I match energies and don't look back. I have shadow protectors, the ones who know I can handle ANYTHING, but shouldn't have to.

I do find my switch with the disrespect is quicker now that I'm not drowing myself in substances to numb the pain. My self control is something I'm very proud of, but don't flip the switch.

Taking care of yourself for years upon years isnt for the weak and I'm so thankful for my tribe of individuals who have held me through all the moments.

Im truly blessed ♥️💫💯 by @jump_rope2018

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2 months ago

To change your perspective, you need a new viewpoint. 🌞💫🌻♥️ taken in Ramona, California by @jump_rope2018

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2 months ago

No Caption Needed: 🧡 taken in California USA by @jump_rope2018

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2 months ago

Life is good 🌞👙😎 by @jump_rope2018

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2 months ago

Coffee with my sister. My love for coffee on the front porch started here...🌞☕️ 🐕 by @jump_rope2018

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2 months ago