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@justus_debbie

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Mein lieber Schatz.

Heute wirst du ein Jahr alt.
Ein ganzes Jahr bist du nun auf dieser Welt.
Ein ganzes Jahr bei mir.
Und ich denke zurück an den Tag, an dem alles begann.

Deine Geburt war nicht so, wie ich sie mir erträumt hatte.
Nicht so sanft, nicht so selbstbestimmt, nicht so wie in meinen Vorstellungen.
Und eine Zeit lang habe ich mich gefragt:
„Habe ich dir den Start ins Leben genommen, den du verdient hast?“
„Habe ich etwas verpasst? Hast du etwas verpasst?“

Ich habe geweint.
Vor Schmerz, vor Enttäuschung, vor Schuldgefühl.
Ich wollte doch alles richtig machen.
Ich wollte stark sein. Sanft sein. Bereit sein.
Aber dann kamst du – ganz anders als geplant.
Und doch genau richtig.

Denn als ich dich das erste Mal in meinen Armen hielt,
war alles andere plötzlich egal.
Da warst du.
Und ich war deine Mama.

Nicht der Weg hat uns definiert,
sondern dieser erste Blick,
dieses erste Atmen,
dieses erste Wir.

Und heute, ein Jahr später, schaue ich dich an –
wie du lachst, wie du nach mir greifst, wie du dein Leben entdeckst –
und ich weiß:
Ich habe nichts verpasst.
Ich habe dich bekommen.
Und das ist alles, was zählt.

Ein Jahr mit dir.
Ein Jahr voller Liebe.
Ein Jahr voller Wir.

Du bist mein größtes Geschenk.
Vom ersten Tag an –
und für immer.

Deine Mama by @justus_debbie

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a year ago

#pokemon #starter #charmander #glumanda #squirtle #bulbasaur #bisasam #schiggy #choice #starterchoice #pokemonstarter #blue #red #green #blueedition #rededition by @justus_debbie

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2 years ago

Am Montag bist du schon 7 Wochen bei uns. Die Zeit vergeht wirklich schnell, obwohl sich manche Tage so richtig ziehen und man einfach hofft, dass bessere Zeiten kommen. Ich sehne mich nach den Tagen wo du schon sitzen kannst und nicht mehr spuckst 🙏🏻- dennoch lieben wir dich mit vollem Herzen. Auch wenn man manche Nächte wirklich ratlos hinter sich bringt, ist es doch meist am nächsten Tag wieder vergessen- wenn du uns anschaust mit deinen blauen Äuglein, die mindestens genauso müde sind wie die unseren- oder uns eines deiner ersten Lächeln schenkst. Wir lieben dich- unser kleiner Mann ❤️🫶🏻

Pic by @juliaoehme by @justus_debbie

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2 years ago

Sometimes the tiniest feet, leave the biggest footprints in our lives ❤️🦶🏻
Pic by @juliaoehme

I love these little feet so much 🥹
I WANNA EAT THEM!! 😅 by @justus_debbie

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2 years ago

Cant believe that our little one is already 3 weeks old, just feels like yesterday that I felt his little kicks inside of me. ❤️ by @justus_debbie

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2 years ago

I haven’t posted all my favorite pictures from our baby belly shooting yet ❤️🍀

Pic by @juliaoehme by @justus_debbie

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2 years ago

Some People already know from my partners post, some ppl may have already guessed it since I haven’t posted further pictures of our shooting. Our son was born 8th of July in the early morning. He was 2.770g and 49cm 🫶🏻- we wont share his name nor his face but he is incredibly cute.

The birth was very traumatic for me as well as the days that followed after. His umbilical chord was wrapped around his neck and around his arm making it stuck to his head, unable to get through my hip area. It ended up in a C Section after which he was taken away from me for over 2 hours before I got to see and to hold him. Apparently he had breathing issues at the start and for some reason they put a feeding tube down his throat, where we still don’t know why, it is all just coming to us now and we are processing what they actually did to him and if it was really necessary, but all that lead to me becoming depressed ( im all good now ) but a (fresh) mother will know what I mean. He had to stay at the Neo for 4 days and, as mentioned above, we, also our midwife, are not rlly sure why it was necessary for that long time since he was doing completely fine shortly after birth… leaves a bitter taste .. 💰

Atm we are spending a lot of time catching up bonding and lost time after birth that we will never get back.

We are doing very fine now, I have the best partner and Daddy right at my side. My mental and physical wounds will need some more time to heal, but we are on a good way ❤️🫶🏻 by @justus_debbie

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2 years ago

39+0…. 7 more days ❤️ we are waiting for you 🌈

Picture by @juliaoehme taken in Bad Düben by @justus_debbie

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2 years ago

It is 9 more days until the estimated due date for our little one. Every day now can be the day, we are so excited to greet you on this crazy planet. I will be posting 1 picture of our photo shooting every day now until then ❤️

Picture by @juliaoehme taken in Bad Düben by @justus_debbie

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2 years ago

For 6 years you have been holding my hand and we went through the best and worst times together. We were always there for eachother and I am so thankful to know you as my partner in crime. Soon we will have our 6th year anniversary which is also surprisingly the estimated due date for our first little wonder who is already so loved by you and I know you will be the best dad in the world. There is no better person I know on this planet. I love you and your family so much that came as a pure gift with you when you stumbled into my life back then in Hamburg ❤️ - now im looking forward to hold our son safe and sound in our arms 🥰

Picture by @juliaoehme taken in Bad Düben by @justus_debbie

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2 years ago

Entered 34th week 🍀 less than 7 more to go 😱😍- I am still fitting in my normal dresses and some of my shirts 😅 and most of my sweat pants-

I am gonna be honest tho, I am happy once its over, being pregnant has not been that enjoying for me really 🙈 I wish one could just skip the time to the outcome. Doesn’t mean I have not been thankful for our wonder! Just that the timing hasn’t been the best since we just moved and I wished I could’ve done more stuff.

Besides all the fears that came with it after the miscarriages, just wanna hold him in my arms healthy and alive 🙈 🍀❤️

We have everything we need, except the furniture for the nursery that we need for storing all the baby stuff. It will be delivered soon tho 🙏🏻

End of the week we will have Babybelly shooting, gonna be interesting 😍

#pregnant #pregnancy #34thweek #34thweekofpregnancy #34weeks #34weekspregnant #rainbowbaby #itsaboy #julybaby #julibaby2024 #julibaby #schwanger #schwangerschaft taken in Bad Düben by @justus_debbie

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2 years ago

We went to a nice medieval fest with friends here where we live now at a small fortress, was super nice and cute. People are so nice here ❤️ taken in Bad Düben by @justus_debbie

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