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2 years ago

One more post for the day .

I was 23 in the second photo probably 2 months on T . I remember I was so eager to see changes. So eager to hear my voice drop and grow facial hair.

Going through my transition a lot of suppressed hurt came out as anger it was unhealthy .. Therapy therapy therapy is my answer for anyone starting HRT. Men go through a lot of emotions that bottle up and can’t cry . Trust me when I started my chest felt so heavy but not one tear came out .. it was really hard to cry! Being on this side in my journey I see not only myself more but I see Men .. Men have feelings but don’t really know how to regulate them . Sex .. TMI sex was always such a problem to the point of frustration of why am I like this !? Testosterone increased my sex drive soo much that It was the only thing on my mind because of how sensitive I was .. I know to much information .. but man the crazy loop of going through changes going through puberty all over again. I was 23 but I felt like I was a 12 year old little boy! 😅

All trans people are different and not saying HRT is bad and not to take it .

Therapists make sure we have a stable home and have support before writing anything off to Drs for approval before any medication or surgeries are taken .

In that being said I believe hormone replacement therapy is different for everyone and it saved my life . I am happier I am finally living my life instead of just going through it . 🥹🫶🏽

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#hrt #topsurgery #ftm #tdov #hormones #testostrone #transition #changes #justinbieber #perspective #mensmentalhealthmatters #mensmentalhealthawareness #mentalhealthrecovery #dysphoria #euphoria #euphoric #growthmindsets #meditate #rebirth #before_and_after #ftmfitness #transdayofvisibility🏳️‍⚧️ #resiliance #love #allies #lgbtq #transrightsarehumanrights🏳️‍⚧️ #transcareishealthcare taken in Victorville, California by @jxcob.95

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2 years ago

The best gym partner isn’t the strongest one it’s the one who never lets you quit. 💪🏽
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#motivation #ftmfitness #fyp #growth #gymlife taken in Legends Barbell by @jxcob.95

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4 months ago

NOT ME TRYING TO LOOK HARD WHILE LISTENING TO CAMP ROCK!!😭💀
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#gymhumor #fyp #jonasbrothers #gymmusic #camprock taken in Legends Barbell by @jxcob.95

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10 days ago

𝟓𝟎𝐬. 𝐒𝐨𝐥𝐢𝐝 𝐫𝐞𝐩𝐬. 𝐉𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐠𝐞𝐭𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐞𝐝. . 🫡💪🏽
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#ftmfitness #growth #gym #motivation #gains taken in Legends Barbell by @jxcob.95

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25 days ago

𝐈 𝐝𝐢𝐝𝐧’𝐭 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐚 𝐛𝐥𝐮𝐞𝐩𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐭 𝐨𝐫 𝐚 𝐩𝐞𝐫𝐟𝐞𝐜𝐭 𝐞𝐱𝐚𝐦𝐩𝐥𝐞 𝐠𝐫𝐨𝐰𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐮𝐩. 𝐈 𝐥𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐞𝐝 𝐟𝐫𝐨𝐦 𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐈 𝐥𝐢𝐯𝐞𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐫𝐨𝐮𝐠𝐡, 𝐛𝐫𝐨𝐤𝐞 𝐜𝐲𝐜𝐥𝐞𝐬 𝐈 𝐧𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐚𝐬𝐤𝐞𝐝 𝐭𝐨 𝐛𝐞 𝐩𝐚𝐫𝐭 𝐨𝐟, 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐛𝐞𝐜𝐚𝐦𝐞 𝐬𝐨𝐦𝐞𝐨𝐧𝐞 𝐈 𝐜𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝 𝐛𝐞 𝐩𝐫𝐨𝐮𝐝 𝐨𝐟. 𝐈’𝐦 𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝐰𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐈 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐭 𝐭𝐨 𝐛𝐞 𝐲𝐞𝐭, 𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐈’𝐦 𝐛𝐮𝐢𝐥𝐝𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐥𝐢𝐟𝐞 𝐈 𝐰𝐢𝐬𝐡 𝐈 𝐡𝐚𝐝 𝐬𝐞𝐞𝐧 𝐠𝐫𝐨𝐰𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐮𝐩..
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#motivation #growth #gymlife #ftmfitness #fyp by @jxcob.95

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2 months ago

Lately it feels like I’m just surviving, but I’m still showing up.

Every workout, every setback, every small win counts.

Trust the process. 🌱💪🏽
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#ftmfitness #growthmindset #fyp #gym #mentalhealthmatters taken in Victorville, California by @jxcob.95

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4 months ago

Chest, Shoulders & Triceps today 💪🏽
The pump before the plate > 😮‍💨🥩

Now tell me… who needs Texas Roadhouse? 😏🤠

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#gymgains #ftmfitness #texasroadhouse #legendsbarbell #lfg taken in Victorville, California by @jxcob.95

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5 months ago

First Day Home 🐺💖

Dad picked me up from Helendale 🚗
Went on my very first car ride 🐾

Then we hit Kohl’s for the first time…
No Kohl’s cash so we left 😂

Next mission: save Woody with Buzz Lightyear 🚀🧸
(I’m basically a hero )

Came home and knocked out 😴

Life’s already looking pretty good 🐶🤍
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#fyp #dogsdaily #germanshepherdpuppies #toystory #huskypuppies taken in Helendale, California by @jxcob.95

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6 months ago

Chest , Tris & Shoulders !🫦🥵💪🏽 I didn’t know which one to post on my story so here we go!🙃💪🏽

Standing @166 lbs hoping to get closer to 180-190 😤

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#lfg #gym #shouldersworkout #tríceps #chestworkouts taken in Legends Barbell by @jxcob.95

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7 months ago

Playing with balls for Jacob’s 30th 🎳 I’ll spare you the details. 😏 by @jxcob.95

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a year ago

Had so much fun for my first pumpkin patch 🎃 by @jxcob.95

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a year ago