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Imagine dropping your kids off not knowing those your last moments with your child.. imagine your child here one minute so happy and full of energy gone in the snap of a second I will never understand how my baby the only one got hit but I guess it’s true bullets have no name I guess God had other plans 😢 , my first everything the one who taught me how to be a mommy the first person to call me mommy the first to make me a mommy 🤱🏽 not only is today your birthday but the day you passed is in 9 days never in a million years would I have ever thought god would test me like this shit really feel like a slap in the face never would I have thought I’ll be living without you I suppose to have BOTH of my kids my head so fucked up at this point I don’t think anything can help me 🤕 I’m just so mad at the world I’m not happy at all I miss how it used to be nothing the same nomore you somebody I lived EVERYDAYYYYY with💔💔💔 words can’t explain how much I miss you soooo much !! your handsome face your voice when you tell me you love me and give me all your hugs you were so affectionate that’s what I loved most about you I don’t speak much about everything because you definitely a very soft subject for me I can’t even look at pictures of you or talk about you without crying like I’m crying right now 😭😢 i been crying 3 days straight I haven’t gotten no sleep I wish you’d visit me that’ll make me so happy Dj 😩 you literally my world my whole life revolved around you every decision every choice was for you i just wanted the best for us.. I could only imagine how big you’ll be right now I feel so empty without you so lost since you left me I just want you back I wish I never dropped you off 😢 the damage people don’t know that they’ve done for a lifetime and how hard it’s been for me since you been gone , battling depression and I feel like I’m losing cause how tf Im supposed to live without you? and just continue life? I’m soooo hurt words can’t explain today your birthday and I’m screaming allll the way to heaven HAPPY BIRTDHAY bae I LOVE YOU SOOOO MUCH I know you having a blast up there save mommy a spot hopefully I see you soon 😢🙏🏾💕 by @k.renj

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I just keep looking at this tattoo... , I lost a piece of me my heart my bestfriend my first born words can’t explain how I been feeling 😞😢💔 my memory of you that’ll always be with me I know you got mommy I know you watching over me smiling and laughing like you always do Earnest Mackroy thank you so much for this tattoo it mean so much to me you did so good it feel so real I appreciate this so much 🙏🏾❤️

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