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There is no talent here. This is more than hard work. This is an obsession. There is nothing else here.

Nothing else can exist.

There is no room for error. No room for love or happiness. Those are simply terms people use for an escape from the brutality of this.

The craft: she is a ruthless being. She demands your everything. Every thought, every fiber of your being.

Every disadvantage you have can be overcome, only if you are willing to pay the price. More obsession. More everything.

There are no celebrations; no birthdays, no weddings, no funerals. These represent a loss of time. She abhors such distractions. She is possessive. She wants you all the time.

It is not mere madness; it is beyond it. Madness is just a test of your ability to contain it, to unleash it, to allow it to create monstrous chaos in your life.

Not to prevent it, but to observe it, carefully collecting the fruits of its destruction, the purification of your soul.

The true test is to see if you are worthy of possessing the rank of a master, of that divine power, of mastery. The ability to channel the forces of the universe at your behest. Everything, everywhere, all at once.

Or, nothing, nowhere, never. To use it for good or bad, that is your decision.

This is the goal: to have the god force within and without, honed into a weapon, for the greater good of all mankind, thereby becoming that which you were meant to be, a creator.

A god amongst men. by @kwinjuice

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2 years ago

The Key to Success. by @kwinjuice

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4 months ago

procreation. by @kwinjuice

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6 months ago

The Guardian. by @kwinjuice

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6 months ago

Not everything that serves a purpose is to be understood. Not everything that happens is to be appreciated. But nothing ever happens by accident. by @kwinjuice

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8 months ago

Wait for me.

How could you lose faith in me?
I showed you everything we could be.
Why wouldn’t you wait for me?
Don’t you know what you meant to me?

From the way you fed me yogi,
To the way you looked at me.
The first time you said you loved me,
Wish you saw the beauty under all that insecurity.

You gave me your virginity,
I fell in love with your purity.
You led me back to recovery,
I got lost chasing my destiny.

Guess I finally lost you,
Your memories keep haunting me,
Still feel you close to me,
Like you’re giggling, standing next to me.

It was supposed to be you and me,
Now I don’t know what to do with me.
I keep wondering if you've forgotten about me,
When I should just let things be.

You’re wondering if it was just a childish fantasy,
The feelings from a first love feels like ecstasy,
I promised you everything from luxury to legacy,
Told you don’t worry about all the complexity.

Your friends tell you to move on,
I keep hoping you hold on.
Maybe the wait’s too long,
Stealing your best years just felt so wrong.

Maybe I should’ve took you along,
Kept you safe with another love song,
Maybe I could’ve proved we belong,
We could've fought and strung you along.

Wish I could hear your voice on the phone,
Let you know you’re not alone.
Check up on you, just to show you,
I never stopped loving you.

I left you with depression and anxiety,
But you lit that fire inside of me.
The way you said goodbye to me,
Still melts the heart inside of me.

Kept all your letters intact,
Hell-bent on keeping our pact.
Gonna give you everything you lacked,
Need a few years to clean up my act.

Don’t know how it will play out,
Don’t know if things will work out,
I’m just gonna hold out,
In the hope that you’re still devout.

I’ve got no doubt,
No matter how many times I burn out,
One day I’ll eventually break out.
And maybe that’s when you’ll reach out. by @kwinjuice

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a year ago

A heart of stone,
Given to a boy, with no sins to atone.

All alone, with no one to phone,
The pain had sunk, deep into my bone.

Nothing to my own, I set my eyes,
on everything I would own.

Into the unknown, I was thrown.
Had I known, how much it would make me grown.

Took out a loan,
To put me back in the zone.

They looked at me different,
never really liked their tone.

What did they want?
For me to put on a cone?

Like my teachers who said,
I never did shone.

Wasted potential,
out of the class I was thrown.

With my scars, like Al Capone,
I decided to roam.

In my blood, I was always a slone,
Like Rocky, Sylvester Stallone.

Knew I was meant for more,
Put forth, from Jeanne to Joan.

Private, everywhere I was flown,
G700, in the sky, I made her moan.

From Boston to Belize,
My works have been shown.

Want a mauseleam,
with a diamond dome.

Run it up, with an iphone,
In India, we call it homegrown.

Underestimated,
that was the norm.

Took a decade,
for all the seeds that were sown.

but never did I bitch,
Nor did I moan.

For I knew, it was written,
I would sit upon a throne. by @kwinjuice

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2 years ago

Don't wake sleeping monsters. Once awake, they'll never sleep again. by @kwinjuice

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2 years ago

The Codex.

Heart, pure.
Mind, zen.
Body, prepared.
Blood, cold.
Energy, grounded.
Love, pervading.
Wisdom, earned.
War, constant.
Peace, found.
Purpose, clear.
Hatred, consumed.
Spirit, divine.
Fear, overcome.
Vengeance, requited.
Focus, targeted.
Power, within. by @kwinjuice

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2 years ago

Let me fly.

Let me fly, let me try,
into the sky, where dreams are nigh.
into the darkest of nights,
beyond doubts, and beyond lies.

let me fly, let me fly,
Beyond myself, the greatest lie.
To hopes and dreams, a suit and tie.
Abound are heights, and I’m ready to die.

Let me fly, let me try,
Through sleepless nights, and a lonely cry.
Where intuition guides, and forces are benign,
Towards a destiny, that has always been mine. by @kwinjuice

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2 years ago

Surrender. by @kwinjuice

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2 years ago

Hello, my son.

I’m proud of you.

I'm confident they made the right choice in choosing you.

In some ways, I feel a little sorry for you.

I’ve placed such a burden upon you.

It’s going to be lonely.

You’re going to be misunderstood and unappreciated but you are definitely needed, because you are the one that holds the line. Without you, they all fall.

It’s not a job or a duty; it’s a privilege.

Remember that, even when it doesn’t feel like it.

Lead with love, never with fear.

But when they come for us, and they will come, you do what you have to do.

You have my permission. by @kwinjuice

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2 years ago