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currently in my Spn and Zack Fair era 🫰🥧🗡👼🐶
❤️‍🔥 missing Firefist since 2010 🔥♠️📿

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'I've never been the best at honesty
I've made more mistakes than I can even count
But things are gonna be so different now
You make me wanna turn it all around
… I think of all the games that I have played
The unsuspecting people that I've hurt
Deep inside, I know I don't deserve
Another chance to finally make it work
… But I'll try to never disappoint you
I'll try until I get it right
I've always been so reckless all of my life
But I'll try for you
… I've been the best at letting people down
I've never been the kind of person you could trust
But if you can give me half a chance, I'll show
How much I can fix myself for you'

The winter depression still hits i can't wait for it to get warmer again. Still i try to be productive so i can wear my man with new stuff at lbm. Would you guys be interested in the progress?.
To keep the waiting shorter have some more of the Zack pictures we did. This one is one of my favourites. 💙💙🙏🙏

📸 @kan.yuu
🎬🖌 @fireclavis
Zack me~

#finalfantasyvii #finalfantasy7 #finalfantasycosplay #zackfair #zackfaircosplay #finalfantasyzack #ffvii #ff7 #ffviicosplay #finalfantasycrisiscore #finalfantasyviiremake #finalfantasyviirebirth #finalfantasyviireunion #ff7remake #ff7reunion #ff7rebirthedit #ff7cosplay #squareenix #squareenixcosplay by @lan_jesse_

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a year ago

Sorry i was being very dead again and realized i never showed you the results of the wonderful shoot i had🙏

Photo @_ruka_00
Edit @fireclavis
LWJ me~

#modaozushi #mdzs #modaozushicosplay #theuntamed #theuntamed电视剧陈情令 #thefounderofdiabolism #lanwangji #lanwangjicosplay #hanguangjun #gusulansect #chinese #novel #cosplay #manhua #modaozushilanwangi #lanzhan #lanzhancosplay by @lan_jesse_

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4 years ago

"They can't move like i can. They can't fight like i can. They can't make you feel like i do because i am the original!"

Riku: le me~
Photo by: @hielounplugged

#kingdomheartscosplay #kingdomhearts #kingdomhearts3 #kingdomheartsriku #kh #kh3 #khriku #rikucosplay #rikukingdomhearts #rikukingdomheartscosplay #keyblade #braveheart #silverhair #videogame #squareenix #kingdomhearts2 #kingdomheartsedit #kairicosplay #soracosplay #squareenixcosplay #squareenixgames #malecosplay #heartless #destinyislands #destinyislandtrio #keybladewar #kingdomheartspaopufruit #paopufruit #wayfinder by @lan_jesse_

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6 years ago

"When he first laid a hand on you he was lost. He gave up a whole army just for you. You're the most kind hearted feeling person i ever know. I rebelled for you. I rebelled against everything i believed in till that day just for you. You changed me. I love you...🥧🚗👼"

Last post for this year and hell yeah i'm so glad this year is in it's last hours. 2025 was not only harsh to me it literally took everything for me. I lost so much, myself, the person most important to me, my home and nearly my life. I've been at my lowest this year not only once. But it also showed me what true friendship looks like. It showed me who really stays with me during the hardest and darkest times. There were some very special persons who really saved my life i love you guys so much💖 I also met some fantasic ppl this year and bulid new friendships. I also got the strength through my friends to be more like myself again and i can't wait to see everyone again. So yeah thank you to everyone who chooses to stay with me and won't give up on me. There will be some more changes i'm going to find myself again and i will bulid finally a place that i can call home with the ppl who really care about me. Plus i'm working on my mental health and it's getting better.
I already had the feeling by end of 2024 that 2025 is going to do me dirty and yeah it really did 😂 so farewell 2025 hope we never see each other again and yeah hello 2026 i really wanted to see you 🩵🩵🩵
So no matter how shitty this year was im so glad for the persons who where brought into my life and no matter how you spend your day i hope you're having a good time and i wish you a happy new year 🩵🩵😘😘

Zack Fair: me~
📸: @eosandy_

#finalfantasyvii #ffvii #zackfaircosplay #finalfantasyzack #ffviicosplay by @lan_jesse_

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7 months ago

"Wings symbolize freedom for those who have none. They don't symbolize monsters"

Finally found the time to post some of those amazing pictures @stefan_giga took of me. 🩵

Sorry for being so absent atm but my mental health is struggeling plus there is still a lot going on here. But don't worry i'll be fine x3
A big heart to all of you 🩵🫰

Cissnei: Me~
📸 @stefan_giga

#finalfantasyviicrisiscore #finalfantasyviicrisiscorereunion #ffvii #ffviicosplay #ffviicrisiscore #finalfantasyviirebirth #finalfantasyviicissnei #cissnei #cissneicosplay #crisiscore #crisiscorefinalfantasyvii #ffviicrisiscorecosplay #finalfantasyviiturks #finalfantasycissnei #squareenixcosplay #squareenix #finalfantasyvii #costadelsol☀️ #shinra #shinracompany taken in Costa del Sol by @lan_jesse_

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10 months ago

"He's not an ex or anything like that. Dunno what he was, but... I really miss the guy"
~Cissnei

Hey, some of you might have seen in my stories, but for all who read captions: I'm sick at home and won't attempt connichi. I wish everyone there the best time of their lives 💛

📸@stefan_giga
Cissnei: @lan_jesse_
Zack: Me

#cosplay #cosplayphotography #finalfantasyvii #finalfantasy7 #ff7 #zackfair #zackfaircosplay #cissnei #turks #cissneicosplay by @lan_jesse_

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a year ago

'It's a cruel world full of lies and hiding here, but i'm glad to have your back. Be sure i'm never going to be your enemy.'

Finally got the time to show you this gem of the super spontanous pics we did at dokomi. And look at my queen @hiwaris_cosplay_craft_diary slaying so hard 🙏🙏💖💖

Lady Gyokuyou: @hiwaris_cosplay_craft_diary
Jinshi: me~
Photo: @mot_photo

#theapothecarydiaries #theapothecarydiariesanime #theapothecarydiariescosplay #ladygyokuyou #ladygyokuyoucosplay #theapothecarydiariesgyokuyo #theapothecarydiariesjinshi #jinshi #jinshicosplay #lightnovel #manga #anime #dietagebücherderapothekerin #dietagebücherderapothekerincosplay #theapothecarydiariesmanga #moonprince #empress #cosplayer by @lan_jesse_

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a year ago

"Zack... Zack Fair. From Gongaga."
~Cloud

Second time I edited trash into a picture 😂 really didn't think I would do that again 🤣

📸@stefan_giga
Zack: @lan_jesse_
Cloud & Edit: Me

#cosplay #cosplayphotography #finalfantasyvii #finalfantasy7 #ff7 #zackfair #zackfaircosplay #cloudstrife #cloudstrifecosplay #zackxcloud #zakkura

Question: Do you like this highly edited pictures or do you want more "natural" ones? Maybe you can tell me in the comments 🤔 by @lan_jesse_

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a year ago

"Uh, how's about we save the catching up for later?"
~Zack

So we tried something here since it's one of my personal favorite official arts of Zakkura 😇

📸@stefan_giga
Zack: @lan_jesse_
Cloud & Edit: Me

#cosplay #cosplayphotography #finalfantasyvii #finalfantasy7 #ff7 #zackfair #zackfaircosplay #cloudstrife #cloudstrifecosplay #livinglegacy #squareenix by @lan_jesse_

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a year ago

"For our next battle we welcome two fighters"
~Scotch

I am so proud of this picture. I don't have much experience in editing night pictures and I needed some tutorials, but I actually love the Outcome 🥰

Btw we were lucky to be at the #landschaftsparkduisburgnord
During a food festival, so we could take this picture that reminded us of wall market.

📸@stefan_giga
Zack: @lan_jesse_
Cloud and Edit: Me

#cosplay #cosplayphotography #finalfantasyvii #finalfantasy7 #ff7 #zackfair #zackfaircosplay #cloudstrife #cloudstrifecosplay #zackxcloud #zakkura by @lan_jesse_

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a year ago

"So, any friends here you wanna see? Maybe a girlfriend?"
~Zack Fair

📸@stefan_giga
Zack: @lan_jesse_
Cloud: me

#cosplay #cosplayphotography #finalfantasyvii #finalfantasy7 #ff7 #zackfair #zackfaircosplay #cloudstrife #cloudstrifecosplay #zackxcloud #zakkura by @lan_jesse_

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a year ago

"I won't do a thing like abandon you."
~Zack Fair

The first picture of our Zack and Cloud shooting last weekend 🥰 I really love it 🥰

📸@stefan_giga
Zack: @lan_jesse_
Cloud: me

#cosplay #cosplayphotography #finalfantasyvii #finalfantasy7 #ff7 #zackfair #zackfaircosplay #cloudstrife #cloudstrifecosplay #zackxcloud #zakkura by @lan_jesse_

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