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🕊️ Release the World’s Toxins
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Surf baby by @lexcreates369

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6 months ago

My group of cool ass fun ass not worried about guys ass girls is right there I can feel it in my butt by @lexcreates369

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a year ago

Nikola Tesla, NOT the other guy
let’s compare notes bestie 😎 by @lexcreates369

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a year ago

I can see how it looks like a religious psychosis to the untrained eye.

The eye that's never seen the origin story.

Every humbling moment turned me into a peaceful warrior. Sometimes more warrior, sometimes more peaceful.

It also causes me to self reflect and turn inwards. It makes me ask myself what parts of me are performative, and what parts are pure. People dont fully accept me and I feel that. I always said I wanted to be normal and would fight to be "normal".

I'd try to hide the "look" of where I came from. I wanted to look like I came from a nice family. In my early twenties I wanted to look like a sorority girl. The feminine socialite I guess, the girl who has it all. But it was mindless. I looked exactly how I wanted to on the outside but I had no idea who I was on the inside. And once I won approval parts of me got uglier on the inside. As I became more outwardly beautiful, my insides rotted. Because it was rooted in insecurity and trying to fit in where I guess I just didn't belong.

Eventually I stopped abandoning myself. The voice inside of me that kept putting the approval of everyone else above my own voice and instincts. A voice I could barely hear and never really knew. I had to cleanse my mind of everybody else's noise. Its an everyday battle, and some days I fall... hard. But I stopped trying to fit the mold, stopped listening to others opinions and realized mine and God are the only that matter. Then I could finally find myself. Independent of what they're doing.

I stopped letting people break my heart.

Alot of this confidence came from becoming pregnant. Something clicked that I had been chasing for a couple years. I even thought of being a stripper to build that confidence I was chasing. (I was going to do it sober and surrounded by good people I knew in the industry). People laughed. I just wanted to dance and flow.

But I've pretty much always been the butt of the joke. But Irdc anymore.

Its why I stopped involving myself in social dyanmics unless the invitation proved to be exactly the type of interaction that would rebuild my heart, instead of continuing to let it break. I learned to know and love me first. Whole. by @lexcreates369

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22 days ago

Abundant and unafraid as written to enter the Kingdom ❤️✨ by @lexcreates369

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a month ago

Koi's mom and her wisdom streaks by @lexcreates369

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3 months ago

I don't own the Truth, I simply share it with you...
As Christ called us to do.... By being ourselves, radiating from the sacred heart, and loving our neighbor. You position yourself in relation to me.
I simply stand.

Get out of the world. This human experience is just a blimp in time.

There's more out there than work and money. by @lexcreates369

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3 months ago

My ego wishes my posts were a little less "casual" but none of that truly matters. All I know is this moment in life is so temporary but the love for you is eternal little dude ❤️‍🔥

One step at a time, in His footsteps. ✝️🐉

Mommy can't wait to learn a thing or two from her lil monkey mans while she shows you the beauty of this world and helps you grow your own balance in Peace, Love and Joy. 🙈🙉🙊

We gone be some dancing fools lol by @lexcreates369

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3 months ago

8 months now. I see that real scary things are coming for us, but God told us do not be afraid and I listen well to Him.

I love you little Koi.

You will always be the one who brought me my peace. My favorite creation. Grow big baby ❤️ by @lexcreates369

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3 months ago

Either way the misalignment can be exhausting.

Don't allow your thoughts to be one dimensional.

Nothing is.

🤸🌊 by @lexcreates369

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4 months ago

"If you believe yourself to be perfect, you will never improve."

Growth is scary Good. by @lexcreates369

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4 months ago

Do it from Love not for Love.

When Good things happen to us through God's people, but they expect the praise and worship to go to them then they are not acting on God's behalf, they are acting out of ego. Gratitude is due to the most high.

I'm not saying don't be grateful to God's people. I'm saying to expect "more" praise, or criticize a reaction to the Good works that happen through them is worth a second glance at intention.

Maybe they worshipped God more than you for your acts, but shouldn't they? by @lexcreates369

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