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Do I look queer enough? 😝 by @lux_is_ok

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11 days ago

David Huerta was arrested for protesting against ICE. His arrest is a direct threat against our first amendment rights! His first hearing takes place today at 1:30. The workers ask that all the charges be dropped! Workers must stand united! by @lux_is_ok

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a year ago

#therevolutionwillnotbetelevised by @lux_is_ok

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2 years ago

by @lux_is_ok

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2 years ago

Yesterday I had to take my 16yo senior cat Bagheera to the emergency vet. He was listless and barley eating and drinking. When I woke up he was at the water bowl trying to drink but kept hitting his nose and was unable to. When we got to the emergency vet they put him on warm liquids because his temp was down and he was dehydrated. They ran blood tests but nothing was out of the ordinary. He started to do better and was perking up. The doctor was talking to me about how we could make his care work with the little money I have after I already spent 1k for his immediate care (liquids and a blood panel). Minutes later while I am looking up personal loans so I can take care of my cat and as my credit has improved recently, the doctor came in and said he was having labored breathing and acting listless like he was on an anesthetic. The doctor said he most likely had a stroke and we needed to talk about euthanasia. I asked what the quality of life would be and she said it would be really low.

As I spent those last moment with him there would be moments he noticed me and looked into my eyes and purred while I pet him and other times where he was staring into space completely unaware of his surroundings. I pet him until he took his last breath telling him how much I love him and how honored I was to have him in my life, calling him everyone of his nicknames, and how we would meet again in another life when we both are cats. Then I curled his body up as if he were asleep.

I had Bagheera with me my entire adult life. If there was one constant it was him. He was an incredibly empathetic creature who comforted me in my worst of times. He was my first baby. My heart is broken to have lost two cats in 6 months. He was supposed to be one of those cats that lived to be 25 with a crony meow and nothing but skin and bones. I loved him so much that words could never do it justice. I am in the deepest depths of pain. by @lux_is_ok

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3 years ago

Do I come off as not approachable? Wondering why no hot queers wanted to take me home?!

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#motherbar #sfpride #pride2023 #enbypride #dyke #gay #queer #lesbian #sapphic #dykemarchsf #dykemarch by @lux_is_ok

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3 years ago

Last night I had to take my 8 year old cat Crazy Eyes to the emergency vet because he couldn’t urinate most likely because of sediment that builds up in male cats bladders sometimes. The procedure which I was familiar with bc my elderly cat had it before around 10 years ago. The procedure would of costs 3-4.5k, ten years ago I paid around 500$. Despite already having 700$/month in vet bills from Crazy Eyes mother who nearly died less then 6 months ago I tried to get a loan but because of those vet bills and other unforeseen expenses that have arose my credit is shit. I make poverty wages and pay over 50% of my income to rent. I am already barley hanging on financially. The vet said she wanted to respect my choice but it wasn’t a choice, I didn’t have a choice.

I watched Crazy Eyes be born. His mother Kitten had 7 kittens. I knew I would keep one and I kept Crazy because when all the other kittens were playing and wanted nothing to do with any of the humans he would come sit on my lap. He would play fetch. He was so fluffy and loving. He was my sons emotional support animal, he asked for crazy for comfort to fall asleep every night since my son was 4. Crazy was bonded with my cat Bagheera who is usually very empathetic and comes to me when I’m crying but is hiding right now because he knows something is off.

Pain is having to tell you child his cat has to die because you are poor. I left that vets office and screamed as loud and as long as I could. I can’t stop crying.

Everyday I am faced with the illusion of decisions: pay for my sons meds or pay for food, pay the vet bills so my credit can get better again or pay my rent, put money in retirement or have the exact amount I need to survive every month.

I have a network of some people in my life and I’ve been working to increase that but I don’t have someone I can call at 3am to ask for thousands of dollars.

You were such a good boy Crazy Eyes and it wasn’t your time to go and it would be easier if it was. I’m sorry, I’m so so sorry. by @lux_is_ok

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4 years ago

Happy 58 Birthday Dad! I miss you everyday.

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I wish you were able to see me grow. The most difficult thing I have ever done was becoming an adult without a parent. When my son got sick I didn’t have you to call for advice. When I had no money in the bank I didn’t have you to send me money. When I didn’t have anywhere to sleep I didn’t have a home to go to. When I felt like I was a disappointment I didn’t have you to tell me you are proud.
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This September it will be 17 years since you died. You will officially be dead longer then I was raised by you. It is deeply painful to know half my life I have lived without you. I have been dreaming of you again. I dream you are alive and you had to go into hiding or it was all a misunderstanding. They feel so real. Maybe someday we will meet again as cats in the next life. by @lux_is_ok

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4 years ago

If there is a god they would be genderqueer and pan.

The Christian god is kinky af though, what was he going to do with all those foreskins?He was a sadist and egomaniac no doubt. But definitely not in a healthy kink relationship with humankind and it lacked enthusiastic consent.

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#queer #queerart #enby #gaysofinstagram #sapphic #godisathey #sanfrancisco #kink by @lux_is_ok

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4 years ago

When you dressed up like Ziggy Stardust for Halloween and now you can’t get enough of the androgynous rockstar vibes!

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#bowie #ziggystardust #queerartist #queer #enbypride #enbyfashion #queerfashion #androgynousfashion #androgynous #starchild by @lux_is_ok

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4 years ago

Golden hour drag
@syzygydrag @goldenhourdragshow

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#drag #goldenhourdragshow #bakerbeach #sanfrancisco #goldenhour #electriclightorchestra #tipyourpreformer #goldengatebridge by @lux_is_ok

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Golden hour drag by @lux_is_ok

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4 years ago