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•All Original Artwork Credit to [©️ 2026, Malik Abeche, for Malik Ambition, Inc. ] Unless Specified.

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❌Photography: @malikabeche Editing & Art Direction: @malikabeche (exclusively @photoshop & @lightroom) 📷: 156 mm (EF-M55-200mm ƒ/4.5-6.3 IS STM)Shutter: 1/500 sec Aperture: ƒ/8 ISO: 100#madamex #madonna #canonphotography by @malikambition

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)|(O ]nly one pull up away U ]ride me like a wave T ]ired of being far away from home S ]aid come give me strength I -]don’t think we should wait D ]o or die, my love life can get crazy E ]verything is over x-rated Photography: @malikabeche Editing & Art Direction: @malikabeche (exclusively @photoshop & @lightroom) 📷: 156 mm (EF-M55-200mm ƒ/4.5-6.3 IS STM)Shutter: 1/500 sec Aperture: ƒ/8 ISO: 100#madamex #madonna #canonphotography by @malikambition

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❌Photography: @malikabeche Editing & Art Direction: @malikabeche (exclusively @photoshop & @lightroom) 📷: 156 mm (EF-M55-200mm ƒ/4.5-6.3 IS STM)Shutter: 1/500 sec Aperture: ƒ/8 ISO: 100#madamex #madonna #canonphotography by @malikambition

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YOU WOULD NOT BELIEVE WHAT HAPPENED AS I WAS DOING THISTHE FUCKING SONG YOU DEDICATED TO ME 10 YEARS AGOFUCKING PLAYING WHEN I WAS EDITING I KID YOU NOTI KNOWWWWW THAT YOU DON’T BELIEVE IN THIS SHITYOU LOVEDDDD TO TELL ME “NOT EVERYTHING IS THAT DEEP”HOWEVER; COMA,HOW YOU GON TELL ME, THAT SHAPE OF YOU PLAYEDDDDDDAS I WAS EDITING YOUR FRECKLES OUT OF THIS PICTUREGARFIELD LOOKING BITCHALL JOKES ASIDEYOU DON’T UNDERSTAND THE PAIN I HAVE BEEN INWHEN I HEARD SHAPE OF YOUED FUCKING SHEERANMIND YOU I WENT TO HIS CONCERT LIKE 2 YEARS AGOHE PLAYED THAT SONG AND I DIDNT REMEMBER ANY OF THISI CRIEDDD SO HARD THAT TEARS DIDN’T EVEN COME OUTIM SO SAD THAT I DIDN’T SEE YOU LIVE LONGERAND BE HAPPYAND SO YOU COULD SEND ME SNAPS FROM 10 YEARS AGOREMINDING ME HOW MOODY I AMI WISH I COULD TELL YOU MY BOY DRAMA LIKE WE ALWAYS DID YOU ARE NOT GONNA BELIEVE THIS ONE XD HE ALMOST HAS THE SAME BDAY AS YOUSO ANNOYINGDID YOU FUCKING SEND HIMLIKE DON’T PLAY WITH ME LITTLE GIRLBE SERIOUS OR DON’T SEND THEMNOW YOU ARE THE PROTECTOR DON’T SEND ME ANOTHER HEADACHEONLY GOOD STUFFTHANKS BYEPhotography & Editing: @malikabeche Wardrobe: @malikabeche #madamex #madamextour by @malikambition

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AT THE CENTER IT’S ALL THESE PATTERNS THAT I NEVER UNDERSTOODBUT YOU TWO MUST, NOWCOULD YOU PASS SOME OF THIS WISDOM OVER?I CAN FEEL YOU BUT I CAN’T SEE YOUCOULD YOU TELL ME IF MY HAIRLINE LOOKS LIKE ITS GOING BACK A BITI MAY NEED TO GO TO TURKEY AND GET THIS TAKEN CARE OFMY GODMY BEST FRIEND IS SICK OF ME TALKING ABOUT YOU TWOI CANT BELIEVE THAT HE’S SO FUCKING SCARED OF DEATHHE DOESN’T EVEN DARE TOUCHING THE SUBJECTI GAVE HIM A HARD ENOUGH TIME ABOUT THIS, DONT FRETAND I AIN’T DONE YETIT’S GONNA CLICK ONE DAYTHE CONNECTION HERETHIS PATTERN THINGAND IM GONNA LAUGH MY ASS OFFFOR NOW I’LL LET YOU REST, PEACE #madamex #madamextour by @malikambition

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I’M SORRY THAT THIS IS ALL OFF PUTTING BUT THAT’S EXACTLY HOW I FEELTHIS HAS BEEN A TRANSFORMATION OF... I DON’T FEEL... I’M NOT THE SAMEI WISH THAT I WOULD HAVE DEALT WITH THIS PAIN 2 YEARS AGO BUT ITS LINGEREDKEEPING IT FELT LIKE I WAS KEEPING HERFORGETTING AND MOVING ON FELT LIKE BETRAYALSO I DRANK AND DRANK AND DRANK AND DRANK AND DRANKIT ALL GOT WORSEBUT THERE WAS A NEW CHARACTERISTIC I’M JUST AS SHOCKED AS YOU AREONLY PEOPLE FROM 10 YEARS AGO WOULD NOTICEBUT ITS LIKE I ABSORBED MEIBERTHEE MOST EASY GOING, GO GETTER, EXTROVERTED, ENTERTAINING LITTLE GIRLIT ALL CAME FROM HER, IT MUST HAVECUZ I SURELY WASN’T LIKE THISI’M MORE OF A GRUMPY, MOODY, STUCK UP LITTLE BITCHNO MORE.I MISS YOU MEIBER, I FELT SO FATIGUED FROM YOUR COMPANY BUT WE WENT THROUGH PROBABLY THE MOST FORMATIVE ACT OF OUR LIVES TOGETHERAND NOW THERE ISN’T ANYONE TO CORROBORATE THAT STORYI AM GLAD YOU GET TO REST NOWTHAT WAS SO PAINFUL FOR MEAND I FEEL LIKE I’M JUST GETTING BACK UP FROM IT22 YEARS AGOYOUR BDAY IS COMING UP OR JUST PASSED THE 21ST OF SOMEWHERE IN THE SUMMERTHROW A BRICK AT ME WHENEVER IT IS ORRRSURPRISE ME WITH SOMETHING I USED TO TELL YOU THAT I DON’T REMEMBER ANYMORESOMETHING THAT WILL ROCK MELIKE RIGHT BEFORE HAVING A HEART ATTACKPhotography & Editing: @malikabeche Wardrobe: @malikabeche #madamex #madamextour by @malikambition

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❌I am glad that last year was rough around AugustI would be torn right now Such impotence not knowing if to do or to say The ironic thing is I’m aloof indifferent detached & I hate people like this so much I became like them Now that’s all that comes in my circle The worst kind of anything How could you even call yourself an artist What are you going to write about? Being cold Not ever telling your mom, I love you?Not ever risking your image for something you care about?If English was my first language I’d throw you a better word than disappointing but alas that’s what you get, a 3rd grade word for a 3rd grade level of emotional maturity In the end I will give you grace because I know what that’s like, I wish you gave me the same, I wish you gave in to me #madamex #madamextour #canonphotography #shotoncanon #adobephotoshop by @malikambition

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❌cry easy but I’m alive I know this is hard for you Unknown what it was like before you two were goneA distant memory of two people who’s impact I never stopped to think about Arriving at two pivotal stages in my life If this is another type of pain I don’t want to feel pain againIt’s lingered longer than I can keep track It’s increased over timeAccepting you two as one with me made me feel a sense of gratitude But it continuously reminds me I should care more Such care is destructive I don’t see the purpose of it yetMy heart always leans this wayPlease help me I don’t want to end up deadHeartbreak i am now scared of I barely stood up from last year & it almost occurred over the weekend again I wish I listened to my mom’s cold words sooner “Nadie se muere por nadie” Photography & Editing: @malikabeche Wardrobe: @malikabeche #madamex #madamextour #shotoncanon #adobephotoshop by @malikambition

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❌As I’ve said before if everyone leaves, who stays to love?If everyone forgets, who will remember?If everyone moves on, who will hold on?These are hard shoes to fillSomeone’s in charge It makes me sad that it’s meWho will care about me?#madamex #madamextour Photography & Editing: @malikabeche Wardrobe: @malikabeche by @malikambition

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❌BREAKINGWATERS are in place; have been, the difference is I am now aware. Photography & Editing: @malikabeche Wardrobe: @malikabeche #madamex #madamextour by @malikambition

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❌Photography & Editing: @malikabeche Wardrobe: @malikabeche Walking behind the old manRecipe was ripped off the recipe book, long lostYou wouldn’t recognize this recipeI know when you move and why you moveMy prototype is being tested with 80% accuracy I may have to befriend you again to get the other 20%Calling me intellectually disabled My heart shrunk one bit but that gave me the last piece of intelMistake number one, now I’m in your headDay 300 & now you are eating from the palm of my handApologies and invites pour out the gatesInvitatus Honoratus, better sign the contract I do weep easily but I bounce twice as easyDouble cross me & you’ll be paying my bills by the end of the decade, it doesn’t matter how you frame it, I always come on top of the guest list#madamex #madamextour by @malikambition

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❌Photography & Editing: @malikabeche Wardrobe: @malikabeche Assistant: Alain Oldem 🫂I cried but I was smiling at the same timeThe pain drugged me, I couldn’t see you The evidence disgusted meReminded me of me, my worst side Having to chase & filling in the gap, having a taskI revolted in disgust This contrast pulled me to you Once I can let go of this awkwardnessI will find true connection For now I resent you Better yet, I condemn you I needed you for this taskI changed & it was you I thank youI don’t want to let go I have a hard time using people How could I thank you, please tell me Name it, and it’s yours #madamex #madamextour #shotoncanon #photoshop by @malikambition

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