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MICA Baltimore filmmaker/animator/drag performer

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Camel Couture (or train or bug or goldfish depending who you ask)

VIDEO FROM THE PERFORMANCE ON MY YOUTUBE LINKIN BIO

Thank you @beth.a.bmore for booking me and hosting this show it was amazinggggg. by @maxxeen_

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This piece began as a way to process a period in my life when I intensely believed I was dead. OCD induced Cotard syndrome. My body stuck in a malaise of depersonalization so thick, I assumed this must be what it was like to die. A ghost haunting my own body. In interrogating these feelings I delved into past relationships that occurred in this time and times past, finding a trail of making myself invisibly small for the appetite of another. Making myself consumable. Autonecrophile, for me, is the horror of living a life for someone else. In becoming someone else’s fetish so intensely, you lose sight of yourself. When bringing someone else pleasure is the only time you feel alive. What it is to date someone who’s type in women act like corpses, and what it says about the fetishizer. The story mirrors my own journey of false empowerment, and the decision that if I am a corpse, I should be an exquisite one. It is both the tragedy of that choice as well as the momentary joy it brought.
I made this film in a time when trans people are under constant attack from governments around the world, all the while those politicians have “tranny femboy” in their Pornhub search bar. The experience of talking to these people is one of degradation for the fetishizer. There is nothing more emasculating, disgusting, and erotic than finding a trans person attractive. They have to act in shadows, brutalize their sexual partners, and publicly work to eradicate them. They think we are hottest as corpses. They’re Johns. Every single one of them. There is no appeasing a John fully. They will never see you as a person. That realization is core to the experience of this film. The only time John is able to see her as a human being is after he kills her. The feeling is overwhelming. Only for a moment. Then he bottles it back up. Replaces the woman in her packaging to return when he feels less guilty. Her journey is learning she must go further inward and truly forgive herself to move on. Much of this work I also had to do in real life while I made the film, and I’m happy to say I feel more alive than ever.

If you’d like to watch my film or read the short story that goes with it send me a DM by @maxxeen_

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Puppy dog tails, and BIG FAT SNAILS… Beware… Take care… Beware!

My short-film, er0ticproducts/n0matterwhat IS NOW OUT ON YOUTUBE. GO SEE THESE CRITTERS MOVIN AROUND AND EXPERIENCING THEIR WOES. It’s been in the oven for a while but it’s finally cooked through and is safe for consumption! No salmonella here! It’s also got a score from the amazing incredible @trishafox3000 who’s music I’ve been listening to on loop for years AND I STILL LOVE IT. Please go check it out thanks mwa kisses. The link is in my bio. by @maxxeen_

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This is annoying orange now. Feel old yet?
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A round up of some pictures from some of my drag performances from the past couple months. I had a wonderful time n performed with many wonderful people. If you want me to be scary and glowing or perhaps glowing and gorgeous you should book me to do that. I can do it I swear. I got ideas and machinations.

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Internet show & Caution Tape Look 📸: @chloedotdotjane
David Lynch Show w/ Camera head 📸: @thisdogllhunt
(They’re also tagged in their respective photo shoots! Go hire them to do your photos!) by @maxxeen_

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a year ago

NO DUDE YOU REALLYYYY SHOULD’VE SEEN THE OTHER GUY #thatfirstsipfeeling #friyayonathursday

Blessing all the digicams and @mikeymcle borrowed glasses n taking photos that made this possible. by @maxxeen_

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Straight up Björkin my shiiiii ☝️🤓 by @maxxeen_

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Just finished eating the groom 🫦

END OF YEAR PHOTOSHOOT COLLECTION!!! I was a bride, a b-word, and!!! Won best sound design at the animation festival for my newest short film, Mourning Euclid which u can watch right now on my YouTube channel!!! Link in my bio! You should go watch it that’s it go. Do it. Rinow taken in Yummy in my Tum-Tum Tummy by @maxxeen_

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Peace and Love 😘🫢🙏💅💅😳🤢💩💩🥹💅😩🥲🥹👨🏻‍🍼😩✋🥲👖👖🤣😅😃🥹🥹😗😜🤪🥰🤣😌😚😋🥰🤣😌😩🥺🤬😡😠😰🤫🫣😰🫣🤗🫢🫥😑😑🫠🤥😑🫠🫠🤥😑😑🫤🫤👅👅👅💋💋💋🫦🫦🫦 by @maxxeen_

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3 years ago

THE SLVT BEHIND THE SLAUGHTER
AKA WH0R-WH0R-WH0R-WH0R
AKA THE MUNCH OF 87
AKA THE TUMBLR S3XY MOTHER
AKA SPRINGTRAP-USSY

This one’s for you MatPat 🫢😘Had sm fun doing my purple guy burlesque performers. I gave birth to Sans Undertale (Who’s actually NES btw) after being impregnated by MatPat in a beautiful natural birth. by @maxxeen_

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3 years ago

AITA for me (F,36) booping my adorable chonker child(M,14) in his stupid face and making him fall down the stairs? I overheard the way he was talking about Vaporeon and felt I had no choice! When he fell down he looked like Peter family guy and all his Dogecoin fell out of him like Sonic the Hedgehog XD! Any updoots or advices are appreciated fellow redditors!

Edit: OMG wasn’t expecting this post to blow up like that! For an update my son died ROFL! Whoops kinda a bruh moment but thanks for the gold! *vine boom* by @maxxeen_

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I am elegant and classy lady 💩💩💩 by @maxxeen_

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