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I guess this is my first official post for October. I’m sorry I haven’t been consistent. October tends to be busy and to be honest, I’m having a really hard time with What Soul?

I know people are excited for it, but I have started dreading doing any sort of work on it because of everything it resurfaces, so my body is rejecting the publication of it.

It’s more fear than anything. Being publicly vulnerable is hard, especially when you’re essentially getting on a table and laying naked for everyone to dissect what’s wrong with you.

What Soul? isn’t just a little story about a sad girl on a prophetic quest with a demon. It’s my pain, my grief, the self-contempt I feel every time I push a good thing away because I genuinely do not believe I deserve it. And being spread open for opinions on that is horrifying.

I don’t know. I’m just kinda rambling at this point because I’m incredibly anxious.

With how sick it’s making me, I may cancel preorder and put a pause on it until the birthday blues pass. I know I’m running short on time. I’m just trying to force myself to be okay so that I’m not disappointing anyone.

What’s a novella for you, is reality for me. And truthfully, that’s my fault for making this story so personal. But I thought I was past the dread, which is why I started marketing it and put it up for preorder.

I don’t think I am, though. I’m definitely not ready the way I thought I was.

I never want to publish for the sake of getting the story out. I want to be excited and happy with it. And right now, I don’t feel that way.

I will keep you all updated, though.

xoxo,
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I’m not gonna lie, I’m really nervous to publish this one. And I know maybe that doesn’t make sense. It’s a demon x witch romance. But I poured a lot of my pain and depression induced avoidance into Casper. She was the ultimate outlet for me to safely feel how I was feeling, and I think I’m just scared of how that will be perceived.

Loving someone who’s going through addiction is something that’s so hard to articulate. You take it so personally and question why you’re not enough, and you get frustrated that they won’t just get help, which makes you feel guilty for even making it about yourself. And that doesn’t even come from a place of selfishness. It’s straight fear of what’s bound to come when you’re watching someone you love deteriorate.

Unless you’ve experienced it, I don’t necessarily expect you to understand, or relate. I just hope you take everything in with an open mind.

I had a bit of breakdown yesterday about this book going public. I considered sitting down in front of the camera and explaining why I have to pull the plug on it with snot running down my face, but that would be returning to the ways Casper helped me heal from. Hell, even the ways Bunny helped me translate.

Okay, my rant is over. If you got this far, thank you.

I love you.

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1 trailer, 8 people (debatable) & YOU 🪓

Vore does contain triggering contents. Please read the CW page before entering the gates of Part I.

Paying attention is key. Everything is calculated.

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eBook preorder is now available 🗝️ by @mj.morellatu

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