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For the love of the game #fyp #fitness #gym #vasa #wlw by @natizzlee

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20 days ago

Came and went 🧎🏽‍➡️🫶🏽 by @natizzlee

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21 days ago

Follow my TikTok @ fedbynat #capcut #fyp #wlw by @natizzlee

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23 days ago

*LONG POST ALERT*

This year has been a year for me. A lot of ups and downs and rediscovering myself over and over again (and over and over and over). I’m learning that it’s okay to be happy. Crazy right? Because no one ever said it isn’t okay to be happy. In fact, being happy is the goal for everyone whether they admit it or not. But for so long, I’ve lived life on survival mode, to impress others, to be enough for everyone else, when all I needed was me.

To be happy within my own body, my own soul, my own mind without the approval of others or even the presence of others. It is a journey I am still walking everyday, but I made a decision I would normally never make and decided to do a solo trip for my birthday. To put me first. I went back and forth in my head about it for months because I was scared. Being thousands of miles away from family and friends, spending my birthday ALONE for the first time ever, it was scary but it was also rejuvenating. I did what I wanted, when I wanted to, and went to the beat of my own drum. And boy did I have an amazing time.

I went to the beach like 5 times (those who know me know I hate the sand so I of course didn’t stay in the sand), I tried different restaurants, I drove around the city, I went to SeaWorld, I went to Old Town, and even though I was here almost a week, it wasn’t enough time at all. To say San Diego is one of the most beautiful and calmest cities is an understatement.

I love California. California is the one place where I feel peace and joy. I say joy and not happiness because happiness means something has to be happening in order to have a good time or to experience life. Joy comes about when nothing specific is happening. This state brings me so much joy and comfort. Because I can just be. The weight of the world is gone. Expectations are gone. It’s just you and your mind and your experiences.

This is one of the best birthdays I’ve had in so long. The love I’ve felt from my friends and my family has made me so overjoyed. I don’t tell yall enough that yall are appreciated, yall are loved, and I am so blessed to have every one of you in my life.

California owes me nothing, but I owe it everything. taken in San Diego, California by @natizzlee

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1of1, nothing after me 🖤 taken in San Diego, California by @natizzlee

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a month ago

Less is more ✨💐 by @natizzlee

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3 months ago

What the kids call a dump 🤷🏽 by @natizzlee

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4 months ago

No competition, I already won 🥇 taken in Chicago, Illinois by @natizzlee

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5 months ago

Swipe to see the year of me just doing shit 😵‍💫✨ by @natizzlee

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10 months ago

Another year around the sun ☀️🫀 by @natizzlee

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2 years ago

#23 ✨ by @natizzlee

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3 years ago

Justice for Thique 👽 #renaissanceworldtour by @natizzlee

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3 years ago