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The thing I miss most while in hospital is you. It’s a long long day without you @chris_mogg by @naysidaisy

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21 days ago

My beautiful luka is growing and changing so fast and getting so handsome. I love you my North Star with every atom of my heart and soul ⭐️ by @naysidaisy

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Luka is 13 today now a teen and M was sweet 16 on the weekend. Huge dates and years and bdays were a huge deal. I didn’t /won’t see them. Every celebration missed hurts but this one more than any others. I’m imagining staying up late making you a cake that you chose, whaat crazy challenge will I have this year!!! Balloons everywhere. Taping your door with paper to jump through when you wake. Presents, pancakes and berries. Something wonderful all day you choose you’re too big for the museum now but m sure it would involve food!! At night your favourite meal and snuggles on the couch with a great film. That’s our day today Bub! In my head but that’s our day.
And I love these photos of us and the love felt on that day. I love you by @naysidaisy

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Sneaky little hint of something coming your way my friends soon!! Hmmm what could it be!!! by @naysidaisy

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2 months ago

This weekend. It’s been a while since I’ve posted I won’t go on about it but the last 8 weeks after surgery have been incredibly hard with four lung collapses. A lot of pain and mentally not great. So it’s important for me to post these happy shots. I haven’t been out of the house a lot but a few times and it’s been good but especially this weekend. Saw friends I love, Brisbane which I’m missing badly, French dinner and a comedy show at the powerhouse where I laughed so hard. Then today South bank, markets and pottery. I want to say and I hope you read this and think about it with your own life that when you’re sick and in terrible pain it’s terrifying and so hard. I honestly started to fall into a dark hole worrying not just about dying but that I won’t be able to walk anywhere because just a walk around Pillowtalk a few weeks ago had me gasping for breath. I haven’t been able to work because even talking I struggled to breath. I haven’t been eating. I cried to my mediation coach last week that I’ve lost me these past years I used to be funny and laugh all the time and I never laugh . This weekend I walked a lot, I laughed until I cried, I ate food without vomiting. I stayed awake all day. And that is massive so massive. You have no idea how the simple things are the biggest things when you get sick. When you lose them it’s so sad and scary and today I was like wow look at me I’m walking a whole hour in the sun. I still have cancer in me and healing but look at my body. So honestly guys stress at work… don’t allow it. Draining people. The holiday you are planning when you’re 64. I can’t tell you enough to listen to me. Change. And don’t use money or location or any of it as an excuse. I would not wish this on anyone and when you’re young or not sick most of us don’t think about this stuff. Man I worked three jobs two mths before diagnosed I never stopped. But stop and think about the big things like God, what you want for your life now. I don’t want to be morbid but life is unpredictable which actually scares the fuck out of me so do it now. No excuses. by @naysidaisy

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2 months ago

Rest in peace my beautiful icon. I hope you’re painting dots everywhere and your mind is finally at rest by @naysidaisy

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2 months ago

Oh boy this is hard to write without crying but thank you for looking after me @chris_mogg The last seven weeks have been some of the hardest of my life where I literally ran out of fight and was so sick. Only you see it all and being a carer sucks. You’ve been looking after me, working full time, trying to keep my studio happening and it’s taken a toll on you which is what no one sees. This is hard and stressful and needs a team really. Thank you for getting me moving this weekend even if it wasn’t a marathon and what made me really happy was seeing you smile and laugh, eat food you love, have the sun and rain on your face, hold your hand. It meant a lot to see you smile today and let’s pray this week for good scan results babe and a cure in Germany so we can do all our dreams. I’m sorry. I really am. I love you. I really do. by @naysidaisy

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2 months ago

My favourite photos of Luka getting his first haircut. He was very very funny and always acting and being a character. We made these costumes and had a tea party. Life was fun. I was so madly in love with him. by @naysidaisy

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