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Noah Gonzalez

@noahs_ark

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As a constant disappointment to myself and others I find my bursts of confidence to be overwhelming. These delusional confident triumphs don’t come without their own share of self conscious mind maggots. It’s often maddening thinking about times I’ve been happy or naive around those closest to me who are quietly cringing. I can’t tell what’s worse or bothers me more. My own behavior and starting to believe I’m surrounded with love acceptance and like mindedness , or the confusing participants scoffing behind my back. I can’t make you like me, but I’ll always feel like I need to try. Sure, I can make you feel good, but do you even like who I am?
Even if you do like me, I’ll feel like I need to reiterate or remind you why you like me. It’s exhausting. The truth is, I assume everyone I meet immediately does not like me, probably because I don’t think that I like me.
Maybe I’m paranoid.
Maybe I typed” like me “too much in this caption.
I wish I could say I’m happy without external validation, but I’d be lying just like you. by @noahs_ark

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*use headphones* “I See Me” - A self made vertical short film I put together for a contest back in 2021. The entirety of this project took me around 3 days. 1 to write and prep, 1 to film, 1 to edit and finalize. It was my first attempt at branching out from walking around under street lights smoking cigarettes as I started to see other people begin to do the same and I wanted to see if I could do something harder to replicate. The message and story in the video is based off of a very personal and scary experience I had. It has its flaws, and like all of my videos, it was shot and built entirely alone. My budget was around $50-$100 including my gas to get out to locations. I like it better without the captions, and I designed it to be listened to with headphones to truly experience it. There are some audio problems. Again, I’m not expert. Not trained. No schooling. Not an actor. Just a regular guy. This was just for fun. I hope some of you enjoy. It is too long to be an Instagram Reel. So whoever runs into this, happy to find you here. Thanks for watching. It’s quite long, and you’re on Instagram right now, so you’re probably itching to get to the next post within 21 seconds max, so if you made it to the end. Thanks. by @noahs_ark

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3 years ago

Will you accept the charges?
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A vertical short that had the audio taken away. So here it is again. by @noahs_ark

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4 years ago

Just Writing:
Time encompasses my skin and has taken over what i’ve always thought was quiet vanity. I feel that the world around me continues to spin while i remain stagnant. Everyone is growing, I’ve remained the same. I watch those my age get married, have children, and have more than $500 in their bank account at a time and I wonder where I went wrong. I have a difficult time being happy for others. It feels like it might be a projection. I can’t feel satiated in my own accomplishments. They feel less like a finish line crossed and more like another mask worn. Anything I do, it feels like it doesn’t actually contribute to my livelihood in the long run. Are any of you going to purchase a home? I’ve been lucky enough to been given the gift of an early grave - so that I might not have to think about this while you lot do. Still, I feel perished in choice. What is that I should do? Why do you all feel like real people while I feel like a mimic? Like even the clothes I wear are just pretend. If you look at me long enough, you’ll see past the horoscope you’ve projected onto me and notice the creases in my face, the lies in my speech, the wonder in the furrow of my brow. Is this a good time to tell you lot that I drink too much despite the fate it brings?
I suffer from crippling ideals of self worth dowsed in sporadic waves of delusional grandeur.
Despite the dying light of this page, if you’ve made it this far - I hope you never make it, and at the same time - I hope you get everything you’ve ever wanted.
Goodnight and goodmorning for the rest of your days.
Her sister deleted her instagram. by @noahs_ark

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3 days ago

I’m fine - what can I get you? by @noahs_ark

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6 days ago

Whatever works. by @noahs_ark

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9 days ago

Your SS score may have gone down - would you like to check why? by @noahs_ark

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13 days ago

The Avata 360 captures the entire universe in one single 360° panoramic shot.
Then, with post-production adjustments like pulling back, ascending, or orbiting, it
places you right at the heart of the scenery, letting you feel the true scale of the
moment. Revisiting the footage is no longer just watching clips — it’s stepping
back into that exact second all over again. #dji #recommendedpanoramicdrones #avata360 #ad @djiglobal by @noahs_ark

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16 days ago

I’m not like the others. by @noahs_ark

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25 days ago

I was so younger. 🤏
I turnt it down.
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#meme #skit #iturntitdown #iknowball by @noahs_ark

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4 months ago

@jamesgunn Let’s Talk 🔵⚪️⚫️ by @noahs_ark

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3 months ago

It’s quiet now little brother. by @noahs_ark

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