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KATIA’S SISTER

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My Sisters Keeper 🕊️ #678

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My Katia…
Katia it rained the day after. And the sky and I have been crying since. I cannot express how loved I always felt by U . I don’t want to accept this reality and today when they closed your casket I felt my heart break. How will we be a family now? How will we have dinner or do anything we did before? I am too scared to go back home. It doesn’t feel like our house anymore. I wish I called you back. I wish I got home earlier. I wish I was a better sister to U than I was. I could’ve hugged U more N I could’ve taken U so many places. When we did ur hair and makeup it didn’t make me sad. I was happy because it felt like what we did before it felt like us being girls together in my room and you telling me “uhh okay” when I’d ask to play w ur hair or makeup while you rant about stuff at school and we gossip. I self isolate a lot. I won’t talk to my friends as much cause I like to be alone. And whenever I would get that way I’d always be so grateful that I had a sister to talk to. My baby sister…. U were only sixteen. U just turned sixteen in June. I remember U were so happy when I told U I tattooed your birthday. I thought of U more than i expressed and I regret that so much now. I tried to talk to U more I always got on myself to make sure we were close. I wasn’t close with my other siblings the way I was close to you. I never really experienced being close with my sister until U. Everyone keeps saying I am strong but I think I am just in shock. I wrote the speech for ur funeral. Aunt Tracy read it and it made me sad because I wish I would’ve had the courage to speak. I keep praying I dream of you and I still haven’t. I still think I can text U but I am too scared to text ur phone. Ur location stayed the same. Your friends were so sad. My heart breaks every time they cry because it makes me remember they are kids too and this is probably so hard to deal with.
U are so perfect. So beautiful. I’d tell U all the time U are the prettiest sister. U had no flaws literally U were perfect. Maybe that’s why U didn’t stay long, this world wasn’t meant for someone as perfect as U. I love U forever Katia. Please talk to me soon… by @oddkarla

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