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Took my first pill of MDMA at 15, Did my first line of coke at 17, Saw my first gun at 19, Been in countless fights at parties, Witnessed 2 stabbings, Been jumped twice, One of them two friends had to drive me hospital because someone hit me over the head with an object and I blacked out and was bleeding internally and also caused me to have chronic migraines for years afterwards and I’ve done a lottttt of things myself that I’m not proud of.

There’s not a day that goes by where even for a moment these things don’t cross my mind and that’s why I am the way I am today.

That’s why I just keep running in the other direction because I’m afraid of what will happen if I stop and I also am trying to constantly prove to myself, I’m not that old Nash anymore..

To anyone else that relate or is not happy with where they are in life, Just know you are always, ALWAYS able to change your life circumstances.

You’ve got to see yourself in a different life before it becomes your reality.