Shalisa Deanna

Grounded ✌🏾

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I’ve been keeping to myself a lot lately. But it doesn’t feel like how it used to. This time I feel like I’m being punished. I’ve been reluctant to take the time out to feel and think and get introspective and love on myself. I’ve never felt like I didn’t wanna be alone. Until now. And it’s been weird. And oddly lonely. A little heartbreaking. But so very much needed ✨

I’ve been leaning on my faith a lot. Praying heavy. Meditating my mornings into oblivion sometimes. I’ve been spending long moments in the sun, walking barefoot in the backyard, singing my favorite songs uninterrupted for hours and moving my body until it feels better 🧘🏾‍♀️

I’m learning how to be free in this gift of stillness I’ve been given. I’ve been giving myself grace in the instances where I feel like I f***ed up my life. And being overwhelmingly grateful and appreciative for all the things I know I got right 🙌🏾

I’m being calm in the storm and patiently waiting for my brain to realize my blessings. I’m not doubting. I’m not dead. I’m believing in greater. And grounded in love ❤️