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最近看了一部韓劇《你喜歡勃拉姆斯嗎？》，
其中有一段台詞讓本喵有所共鳴，
也讓本喵想起了在弦樂團表演時的經歷：

「每一次的演奏並不能做到讓每個人都滿意，
一場演奏中，能與部分觀眾產生共鳴，這就已經足夠了。」

其實每次表演前，
本喵都會很緊張，
怕會出錯、擔心觀眾會不喜歡、等等，
可是越在意別人的看法而更緊張:(；ﾞﾟ’ωﾟ‘):

直到後來把注意力集中在自己身上，
每一場都盡全力演出並珍惜當下的演出的機會，
慢慢學會享受舞台。
表演結束後，
觀眾會給予掌聲鼓勵，
明白表演能夠引起他們的共鳴已經很足夠。

套用到現在的繪帳也一樣，
有時候見到數字下降會懷疑自己，
但同時我們能夠引起部分觀眾的共鳴已經很棒了(˶‾᷄ ⁻̫ ‾᷅˵)

Recently, I watched a Korean drama called *Do You Like Brahms?*,
and there was a line that really resonated with me.
It also reminded me of my experiences performing in a string ensemble:

”Not every performance can satisfy everyone. If a performance can resonate with some of the audience, that is already enough.“

Actually, I used to feel very nervous before every performance .
I was afraid of making mistakes, worried that the audience might not like it, and so on. But the more I cared about others‘ opinions,
the more nervous I became :(；ﾞﾟ’ωﾟ‘):

It wasn’t until I started focusing on myself,
giving my all in every performance and cherishing the opportunity to be on stage,
that I gradually learned to enjoy the experience.
After the performance, the audience would applaud,
and I realized that it was enough to know that my performance had resonated with them.

The same applies to my art account now.
Sometimes, when I see the numbers drop, I start to doubt myself.
But at the same time,
I remind myself that being able to connect with even a portion of the audience is already something to be proud of (˶‾᷄ ⁻̫ ‾᷅˵).

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