Twin

Now How do I go about writing this now woman? Them ppl told me to wear white at your funeral.. You know I didn’t listen Lol I walked in there wearing ALL BLACK! 😎Looking like John Wick! And you know what else? I didn’t even smoke or drink before showing up! And you know I’m always smoking 😏 Lol. Everybody was crying. Not me thou, you know I was making jokes and holding it down 😊 But it’s weird being in the house and not hearing you fuss or bang on my room door to complain about me drinking up all the juice Lol Now when I’m outside or gone for two or more days, you not here to call my phone and ask where I’m at or where I been. Sh*t sucks! The things you did that would normally annoy tf outta me, I really miss em now! More than ever 🥲 But I’m good! I’m thuggin Lynette 😅💪🏾 I ain’t got no choice! And I know I wasn’t the best grandson, and you never hesitated to remind me Lol but after you’d cuss and fuss, you’d knock on my door and with attitude say “you hungry? There’s food on the stove for you. Come make your plate.” And I’d act like I don’t want any, but grab some soon as you went back in your room 😅😂 yeah, our relationship was like that. Anytime I brought a girl over the house, that’s when you loved to show off the most Lol with your smart ass 😭 But We were closer than anybody else 🤞🏾 I have a gazillion videos and pics of you miss! I look back at em now and all I can do is laugh and smile. Reminds me of how funny you were, but how you were never joking Lol I miss you! And it’s only been 2 weeks 😩 But I understand life and how it goes. I know you up there dancing drinking a Corona (she loved them Lol) and talking that mess about me 😅 You were the best grandma ever! And your a big part of why ima keep living..and laughing..and joking..and smiling…and being me unapologetically! You taught me that. And I ain’t no b#%ch 🙃 Lol I love you Lynette Veronica Wilson! Keep watch over me Queen ❤️🙏🏾🕊️