Posted On: August 7th 2025, 06:24 pm
For most of 2024 I was part of the
@photobookprogram program through
@penumbrafoundation . After some fun experiments, I focused on a document of my unexpected breakup and beginning anew. As I worked on this project, I often thought of my maps program when I ignored its guidance it would repeat at me “reformulating route”.
My reformulation: I moved from the Bay Area to the Hudson River Valley, started making things with clay, began writing sad/angry long-form poetry, and found myself drawing entangled, distended bodies.
I was interested in creating a document of this time, both as a way to help me move forward and in the hope of helping others as they navigate grief. I see this book as an intimate, humble, processing machine.
The amazing thing is it was effective- this book is a time capsule I am appreciative of, I can hold the sadness in my hand and move forward with a new perspective on life and love.
There are currently two copies of this book, one is at the Penumbra Foundation Library in NYC, and the other is
@griffinmuseum Museum as part of their Handmade Photobook Exhibition. I’d love to make a few changes and make a few more of them, but for now I’m happy it’s being enjoyed.
Big thanks to friends, family, and Alice at The Hudson River Bindery.
#handmadebook