r a c h e l l y n n 🤍

Life’s been comin’ AT me these past few months.
My workout game is on. Then it’s off.

I’m takin’ two steps forward, then one step back.
I’m confident in where I’m going, but sometimes question the path to get there.

I believe in the grind, but afraid to get lost here.

Tonight…I’m reflecting.
On who I am.
Who I wanna be.
How I show up.
Where my heart is.
What’s its condition.

— I’m the mthrfknnnn girl that fights. That always shows up. Even when I’m crawling.

The one who’s afraid, but takes the step anyway.

The girl that trusts too easily and shamelessly believes in 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘭 love.

The one who knows how to leave it all behind, and rebuild — one brick at a time. That rolls up her sleeves and whispers “This is where you start…again.”

History proves: every “setback” eventually slingshotted me forward.

At some point, I’ve got to start expecting & embracing the fight. Not running from it at first.

My courage and my armor are gifts from God.
The way I show up has been trained. It’s just who I am now. It’s something I’m proud of. A piece of me I don’t question.

If I’m here, I’m all the way Fkn here.
I don’t believe in living life half alive.

So ima continue to be the lion that hunts.
And the girl that believes she can have it all.
The one that loves really big, and stands on grace, trust, honesty, loyalty and compassion.

I wrapped up my Sunday run, to packages on my front porch. Which brought a huge smile to my face. I’m a retail therapy girl (I’m sure you never would’ve guessed that one 😉). Boxes filled with gifts for “my people”…just because.

Because life feels “blah” sometimes, I filled my cup with “this made me think of you” gifts.

So my heart check is in the green. I’m still the same ol’ me. I just had to remind myself.
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