Jaykrishna Gorremuchu

🔱 HE REMAINED 🔱

MAHADEV—
I wore His name in chants and beads,
But in my heart,
I held resentment.

I whispered prayers laced with anger,
Laid blame at His feet
As if He had failed me
By letting me fail myself.

And yet—He did not strike.
No lightning came,
No punishment—
Only more silence.

The same silence
That had once hurt me
Now began
To feel like healing.

I left Him a thousand times,
But He never left me once.
Every doubt I flung at Him
Turned into dust before His calm.

I see it now—
The moments I could’ve died,
But didn’t.
The grace I never thanked.

He shielded me from fears
I hadn’t yet named,
Battled storms
Before I knew to ask.

And when I returned,
Broken and bleeding,
He stood in the same place—
Still, sacred, unchanged.

He asked for nothing,
Yet gave everything.
Not blessings alone—
But space to fall and rise.

He absorbed my hatred
As if it were incense,
Turned my curses
Into offerings of transformation.

I spit fire at the one
Who carried water for my soul.
Yet He stayed,
Quieter than breath.

His love didn’t require my perfection—
Only my presence,
My willingness
To try again.

A poem of blame, mercy, and divine surrender 🕊️

Har Har Mahadev 🔱

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