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Posted On: December 2nd 2025, 01:33 am
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words flow from my mind like rivers when describing the one’s I love. This post is no different. I remember way back when I was 9 I heard the news I was FINALLY getting a baby brother. I almost couldn’t bear the excitement I would get all my books & read to you when you were still in the womb
I’ll never forget how hard I cried & how hard I prayed when I was told the Doctors said the umbilical cord somehow ended up wrapped around your neck right as the delivery was set to begin. I begged & pleaded with the Creator that I’d do anything if they’d just let My Brother live. The hours that passed felt like hell on Earth not knowing dragged on like an eternity & I thought I would die of uncertainty.
then finally the call came in that you had arrived we rushed to the hospital I just remember thinking to myself I’m going to do all I can to be the best Older Brother while I held you. I was VERY active in your 1st months of life anything I could do I did so attentively & with the greatest of care.
Watching you grow from then till now has been 1 of the most sacred things I’ve ever experienced. I’m glad you chose to be My Brother all those years ago because I wouldn’t be here today if you hadn’t. I was abused, assaulted, isolated, poisoned, almost killed so many times as a child I can’t even remember every incident anymore.
you gave me hope that my suffering could mean something that I could protect someone else from getting abused as badly as I had been I’ve failed you in a lot of ways but I was powerless to do more
you’ve had the spirit of a warrior since you 1st learned to walk no matter how many times you’ve fallen you get up each & every BLOODCLAT time even as an infant that indomitable spirit is even stronger in you now. you have my undying respect as the young man you’ve become & that you’re striving to be
I hate the purposeful ploys that keep us apart, kept us separated for 7 years of our lives some of the darkest most lonely depressing years I’ve ever lived through were because you weren’t there I realize that now. Your spirit & aura are 1 of the most powerful I’ve encountered to see you as an adult makes this almost 30 year old man very, very proud
I’ll never forget how hard I cried & how hard I prayed when I was told the Doctors said the umbilical cord somehow ended up wrapped around your neck right as the delivery was set to begin. I begged & pleaded with the Creator that I’d do anything if they’d just let My Brother live. The hours that passed felt like hell on Earth not knowing dragged on like an eternity & I thought I would die of uncertainty.
then finally the call came in that you had arrived we rushed to the hospital I just remember thinking to myself I’m going to do all I can to be the best Older Brother while I held you. I was VERY active in your 1st months of life anything I could do I did so attentively & with the greatest of care.
Watching you grow from then till now has been 1 of the most sacred things I’ve ever experienced. I’m glad you chose to be My Brother all those years ago because I wouldn’t be here today if you hadn’t. I was abused, assaulted, isolated, poisoned, almost killed so many times as a child I can’t even remember every incident anymore.
you gave me hope that my suffering could mean something that I could protect someone else from getting abused as badly as I had been I’ve failed you in a lot of ways but I was powerless to do more
you’ve had the spirit of a warrior since you 1st learned to walk no matter how many times you’ve fallen you get up each & every BLOODCLAT time even as an infant that indomitable spirit is even stronger in you now. you have my undying respect as the young man you’ve become & that you’re striving to be
I hate the purposeful ploys that keep us apart, kept us separated for 7 years of our lives some of the darkest most lonely depressing years I’ve ever lived through were because you weren’t there I realize that now. Your spirit & aura are 1 of the most powerful I’ve encountered to see you as an adult makes this almost 30 year old man very, very proud
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