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Posted On: January 17th 2026, 08:21 pm
At the 35 years of being alive, I came to the realization that there’s a lesson to be learned in every single situation that we face. Good and bad. Another thing that I learned there is nothing that goes on in my life that God doesn’t have his hand in . My very first relationship was at the age of 14 and here I am 35 and I just now know how to properly love myself as well as another. Properly communicate be self-sufficient not be triggered. Be sober. Have healthy boundaries. Not operating on survivor mode. Be a Help mate. Most importantly have God at the forefront of my life. So in essence that was 20 years of a boy playing a man’s game! So now that I’m here part of me feel like I don’t deserve love & the other part of me know that I do. Because now that I know better, I will do better. My past does not define me. I had to be broken down to be built back up to become who I am today. And I’m forever grateful that I was able to reach this point to truly live within the purpose that God has set upon me. I can truly honestly say that I am ready for love.
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6 months agojayvincentpestlegacy
The triggers are still and always will be there! What I have to ask myself when I think someone or something is bad is “how can I interpret this in the way that it empowers me? “ What do I want to create? Change my words and change my life!
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