baby blue 🦋🪩🧿✨

memorial day weekend 2025. i spent the weekend both in paradise and in my head, but the beach has to be the best place to be during a mental health crisis!! my friend cut my bangs so i could feel new again (stereotypical crisis move, but they really suit me). (thanks @gracie.hairgoblin)it’s so funny looking back cause the fun of the weekend really overshadows the tears i cried. we went to melbourne beach twice, had a trippy moment in a crystal shop, chopped my hair, adventured to st pete, danced, i met a girl w/ a matching la dispute tattoo, we played mermaid with sea life, we flowed at movement monday. the anniversary of my moms death was approaching, i had a bad falling out w/ someone i cared about, and i was really uncomfortable with my life. i felt very lost. like “who am i and where am i going” kind of lost. i think it’s important to feel like that tho so you can find your true self. and its important to have friends who are true to themselves that remind you who tf you are too!! (and will (attempt) to take jumping pics w/ u) (we tried)

so grateful to get to experience my full range of emotion, in such a beautiful place with beautiful ppl. it could always be worse (like i could’ve been depressed af in iowa or sum shit)

alsoooo.. i might’ve felt list a year ago but you can find me this weekend @floridagrovesfest (link in bio) (if ur feeling lost, remember: music is healing)