“On this day” in my phone I am reminded of living
A loved life
Freedom is a body lets you leave the house
That doesn’t hesitate to move when you tell it to.
4.3.2024 2 year anniversary of TIA
2 years in my apartment
#cabinfever Still can’t enter a grocery store
New uncontrolled
#epilepsy Can’t drive, wash 2 dishes, take out my own trash
My little sister
@josieday444 is my life line & generosity of friends & strangers
Healing on a timeline that can be so scary. I miss living. I miss working. I miss my friends.
#disability is so isolating. Memories like this can send me into the darkest places not knowing what comes next
They can also lift me up. This did, beautiful day w/ my wonderful talented friend
I look forward to a life that may be new, but that frees me from the prison of my brain
#braintumorssuckBut memories like this give me hope that New Me can be functional… when it releases the lighting storm that is my brain
I love you
@lesaamoore Thank you for being a & many beautiful moments on my timeline
1 that I live in, that I wake up in
“Dementia like symptoms” isn’t something one would want to spend a day in … but the a good thing -I spend most of my time living in this timeline
I wake up 10 years ago. until I am oriented, I get to live in a place where it’s not just my 4 walls or adrenaline fueled appts
Heading to 2 years since brain surgery which means heading towards my next 6 month MRI. Monitoring progression of the remainder
2026 still trying to hold myself back 2024 2025 4/5 days a week rushing at ways to fix vs resting
Way too early. Way too much
Still Trying to figure out what rest is … how to let go of fear
Fear of never being Me again
Fear of infinite isolation
Fear of 1st rent due
Fear of cost to move, mobility massages being delayed, PT NEAR ME another 6 month battle w/ molina my hero
Trying to survive hunger bc having AC > seizures
5 weeks w/out my best friend & seizure stopper
Star Baby I miss you. It’s so empty without you. But I know you are not in pain.
If you can help in anyway, 2 years is a long time. Caregiving expenses unmanageable
1$ 5$ $100, a post - it all helps so much
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