fcukyothoughts

you on my mind heavy kid. you were one of the only ppl who saw me & understood me bro. I need you more than ever rn. I miss you bro I love you gangsta. this feeling hits me at the most random times but I know I won’t be the same nor am I ok. I wish ts never happened. we were supposed to touch that first M together.💔 I know I said no more tears but a lot of times I can’t help it. this one of them times. I wish I could talk to you one more time but to be honest knowing it’d be our last conversation would just make it worse. no amount of drugs or money can patch this wound on my heart bro, no matter how good of a job I do distracting myself to feel better for the moment cuz my mind 4lways traces back to you. you fcked me up bro. I love you kid.💔 yk that tho.