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Lately, I’ve been happy. I don’t know how to explain it or can I even explain it? I’ve been filled with joy and just hopefulness, and it’s not because of a girl or if I won the lottery. It’s just that I feel really happy, maybe not happy, but just content and hopeful. Haha I sound sad as if I’ve never been happy, but I’ve never been content. And during this time, I find myself more content and whatever happens happens. It’s a a powerful statement, not careless. Maybe I can tell you one thing, to explain this feeling, and it’s spiritual. This feeling is from God.

Sorry, if I sound so religious but this is the only way I can make sense of it all. Can a human be happy forever? I wouldn’t disagree, but it’s definitely not easy. And the only way I see it is that God is providing and just taking good care of me.

But the most prominent cause is company and I am confident and proud to say that God really gave me good friends. I used to feel like a tourist around my friends, I may not fit in, but they make me feel belonged. I was surrounded by a large group of my friends and the vibes was so good and so nice, and the moment I went to class alone, it just felt empty without them. So, I say, surround yourself with good company. And God helped me with that very well. While I was there surrounded with all my friends as we laugh, joke, talk about whatever, I had paused and just took the moment to realize I have such good friends and that God blessed me so I thanked Him. It’s really comforting. It’s really humble. It’s really something good.

I don’t know what more to say, but I guess this journal is written as an appreciation to all my friends. And a moment of gratitude to God again.

Anyways, I’m excited to look forward to the summer! God is good.