𝕽 𝖆 𝖈 𝖍 𝖊 𝖑

On Wednesday 8th July at 1:14pm, I lost the most positive, motivating force in my life.

She spent her entire life preparing me for everything… except the heartbreak of losing her.

Seventeen months ago, I sat holding your hand as we received the devastating diagnosis. From that moment on, I watched you face every single day with incredible bravery, unwavering positivity, and a heart that remained more concerned about everyone other than yourself. But that was you, My mum the most kind hearted, selfless and supportive woman anyone could ever know.

You taught me how to love deeply, to be kind, to stay strong and to always see the good in people. Every part of who I am is because of you.

Being there for your final breath was the most physically painful moment of my life. Yet somehow, within that unbearable heartbreak I found comfort knowing I was chosen to walk beside you until the very end. I made you a promise that I would never leave your side and I kept it. There is nowhere else in this world I would have been.

Life will never be the same without you. There will always be a space that only you could ever fill because no one else could ever be what you have been to me, you will always be the girl in my life!

The biggest lie I ever told was, “You can let go now, Mum… I’ll be okay.”

Because the truth is, I don’t know how to do this without you.