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Posted On: July 13th 2026, 12:15 am
*A struggling Christian.*
*She tries and fails so hard but tries harder to stay in. I contemplate, rant, complain, whine, do it, undo it, overthink it, she’s uncertain, she’s certain again, falter, go back, cry, forgive myself, do it again, backslide, be happy, find joy, find peace, find hope, lose it, wonder again, question, have imposter syndrome, listen to the innner thoughts, contemplate, wonder why?show up, fake it, put on a facade, be real, laugh, cry, lament, hiss, wonder why?just Dey, don’t care, care, hmmm. Do it all and the cycle repeat.*
*She tries and fails so hard but tries harder to stay in. I contemplate, rant, complain, whine, do it, undo it, overthink it, she’s uncertain, she’s certain again, falter, go back, cry, forgive myself, do it again, backslide, be happy, find joy, find peace, find hope, lose it, wonder again, question, have imposter syndrome, listen to the innner thoughts, contemplate, wonder why?show up, fake it, put on a facade, be real, laugh, cry, lament, hiss, wonder why?just Dey, don’t care, care, hmmm. Do it all and the cycle repeat.*
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