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Last month was my birthday, and just week later I lost my boy Since then I haven’t really felt like showing up here or posting the way I used to It’s been a difficult time and I’m still learning how to navigate life without a piece of my heart that was with me for 11 years.

I miss my boy in heaven so much, every single day there isn’t a day that goes by without thinking of him and wishing I could have just one more moment with him.

Through all of this I’ve been reminded of how lucky I am to have my family, my fiancé, who is also my family and my safe place and my friends who stood by me through my hardest days
Thank you for holding me up when I didn’t have the strength to do it myself.

And to everyone who reached out checked on me, sent me messages or simply kept me in their thoughts thank you from the bottom of my heart I may not have had the energy to reply to everyone but please know that every message meant more to me than you could ever imagine.

I’m taking things one day at a time giving myself the space to feel everything and slowly finding my way back Life feels a little different now but I’m grateful for the love surrounding me

To my boy in heaven, I hope you know how deeply you are loved and how much you are missed you will always be a part of me. Until we meet again, my angel. 🕊️🤍