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Dear Debussy,
A homage to you.
With love,
Pancham
Sirsa, Haryana
In frame @inanis.lux
Camera @panchaamm .
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#filmmaking #cinematography #artfilms #indiecinema #sirsa by @panchaamm

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20 days ago

The chest pain outta @diff.india longing won't die for another year now.
- I'll miss you all man.

This was lowkey the way I wanted to edit the final sequence of my movie, over this song. But frequencies keep changing the sounds and your path. So it did changed mine again too.

And ik alot of you couldn't make it into the video. I tried my best finding alot of people seperately but couldn't - but man, I still love you all. Hope you all have a great year ahead.

Also I sneaked in a footage of "Aftersun", as it was pretty much inspired by that.

Man these movies are making my life hella miserable.
Goodbye. by @panchaamm

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a year ago

"I ate the fungus over your dead body"
- Fucking humans
A homage to @payalkapadiafilm
In frame @fannygandhii
@random.raviii by @panchaamm

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a year ago

Were we reborn?
@iamkarishmaupadhyay
@jcbwannnabe by @panchaamm

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a year ago

you'll live a long time yet , an eternity without me. you will look into the face off passers by, hoping for something that will for an instant, bring me back to you. you'll find moonlit nights strangely empty because when you call my name through then there will be no answer. always your heart will be aching for me and your mind will give you the doubtful consolation that you did a brave thing.

Both my arms are having an allergic reaction as I say this, but damn, time isn't relative at all isn't it.

I feel old, fallen, demotivated. Sitting all day non-existently feeling like you all pass through inside me, and I am a transparent body which can merely feel things without others acknowledging anything about me. I hug my bag alongside a pillow to feel a warm body against mine as I write those meaningless words to you, which might have made sense to you in some other reality, or maybe this, if you did want to, granted no sake for it.

I don't sleep till dawn often, looking at my own reflection from the laptop's screen, making the will to watch the sunrise, but sunrises are for those who are living or are at least, trying to live, or feel. What am I doing, I wonder.

I have long lived alone, so did I buy a diary again this year, just because you said it. I like the diary, but somehow you were left in the pages behind, and never came back.

Dukh <3

Special mention: @jcbwannnabe @iamkarishmaupadhyay by @panchaamm

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2 years ago

Hey love, or loved, Sorry for not being able to provide the love you have been craving. I miss you, and I know you too.

I gave you a portion of myself, but looking back, I feel like I have failed, failed as a person ror not giving you the life you could have lived. It's been long, though. Your voice has been slowly fainting, and the reek of cigarettes sometimes still takes me back to how you had me stay awake all night with Aqua playing on a loop. By the way, I got its tattoo now, "Bakemono" on my neck is what I say when people ask me what does it say. I was the Monster who created you.

It reminds me of you, and how your scar shined bright in the sunlight. It's all warm now, and cold too. I couldn't see you walk away from me, Middle of Summer as if it's an Iranian film, and you are slowly walking away, disappearing with the distance.

Even though I don't have any hope that you will be coming back, But every time I realise the day is coming closer, I feel sick to my stomach again. Hope you are far away, in greens and flora, with the silence you always wanted. I'll someday come meet you again, and this time I'll be the one rolling the joint.
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2 years ago

Frames from "Raani" , a short film. Coming soon? Maybe
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In frame @shreyabansal_1652
@ratanraghuveersingh
DOP @___n_a_m_a_n
Makeup and Prosthetics @19_abhaya
Sound @saswata_dasgupta by @panchaamm

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2 years ago

Keep living your career and life but I’m a piece of shit so ill travel to runaway from you and your sick professionally-oriented jokes. by @panchaamm

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2 years ago

A wong kar wai tribute, and i love the way the idk what to say it "Buddhist" Cinema, not as in a religious reference, but the people who lie under the region, and their cinema is fucking me so bad I love it. It grew over me like a parasite. by @panchaamm

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2 years ago

Question?
What did it all had to take?

A good communication between you and me?

Where were you? Where was I? Why didn’t it ever happen?

But why didn’t it happen?

Why were you always like that.
All I wanted to do was accept myself

You ended up making me hate myself more than I ever did

Why were you being you?

That face of you made me feels disappointed in my course of life

In this smaller than yours life of mine

I just wanted to be someone’s and make someone mine

And you left me to the point I don’t feel me being mine

Yes I burnt that letter I gave you thinking you’ll always keep it

#cinema #cinematography #movies @aditya_xopunn @iamkarishmaupadhyay @mr.___vintage @jungkl_visuals_ @jcbwannnabe @saswata_dasgupta @avstyles.11 @tejas._14 by @panchaamm

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2 years ago

6 months, 6 days, To be honest, imma say some things here. This video is just a montage spam anyway, just wanted to convey the empty rush of anxiety I feel now-a-days. It's not like a human doesn't feel anger, he does. But hating yourself for hating something is absurd. I have numbed some of my emotions, which I always had, to stay around and be loved, which has absolutely led me to non-expressiveness of mine, which creates a paradox of anger. These 6 months were the absolute rollercoaster ride of those emotions. Hostel, my college's 1st semester. It started and ended well. I felt myself changing both positively and negatively. I seek purity and want to be everything but not anything.
I still try to live in my legacy of “Profiter Du Moment” seeking practicality and being philosophical on their borderlines. To be honest I need understood both of them really. Just like i never understood my own words of poetry. It feels blank. You write but only for audience, not understand but it must sound good. Thats what life is, for us , filmmakers anyways.
Take care guys. Happy 2024 by @panchaamm

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