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Jesse Sunwolf

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This is a gofundme for my old neighbor Steve, my brother. This family means a lot to me and any help you give will support them on a healing journey. Steve & Bea have been extremely proactive as our medical system is very slow to respond. So any help is huge. Please yall let’s show a precious family what the community can do when we all put our hands in. Link will be in my bio by @papa.sunwolf

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DAY 807 OF LOVING YOU FOREVER TILL I DIE. Men give your time, love, be tender with, be soft, be understanding, be patient & trust in your mother, wife, sister, daughter. My wife and I have come a long way just in the year of our daughter being born. I have to say there’s so much out of my own ignorance I couldn’t see. Because I thought since I worked 100 plus hours a pay period. Two jobs. Cooked dinner. Cleaned. Yadayadayada. But that shit don’t mean shit when your wife is fighting a war waged on mothers. It’s not like when our grandmothers were raising our parents. We have no community and parenting is very isolating. Now multiply this by a mega ton if you’re a stay at home mother. Being a stay at home mom is crazy work. Being your babies entertainment, paramedic, comforter, comedian, food, chef…the list can keep going. Needless to say I thought what I was doing was good enough. But imagine if we just did what was “good enough” when our mothers are giving everything. Nah. We as papas and sons need to give our bodies too. Give our love and time. The world is demanding of our women therefore you as a man are not exempt from those demands. The work of a woman is something a man can never accomplish, or put in enough hours to equal. So just validate your mothers, wives, sisters, daughters. And trust in them. And support them. Before you think you have something more important to do. Give them your body like they do for you, and your children. Give yourself completely like they do everyday for this world. And just maybe by this action of compassion this world can become a place of bliss. MAY ALL BEINGS BE FREE FROM SUFFERINGI love you @cry.madre forever.📸 @themoodydoula by @papa.sunwolf

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On Valentine’s Day I married my best friend. An actual real life angel. I still catch myself wondering how it all happened. It really isn’t just one story, but a bunch of unbelievable ones. On our first date she asked me how long I planned on sticking around. I already knew I was gonna marry her. This space has been a ladder to heaven. And everyday I swear I’ve become a wiser human, and a more compassionate one. Ever since learning about Buddhism I don’t make plans for tomorrow, I make plans for the next life, and she’s always a part of that. Our babies, our work here. Vows are a holy thing. And the work and the callous it brings is a gift. To here n now to then and the next one. I’ll be by your side @saintnicolette📸 @alexandraissabella by @papa.sunwolf

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2 years ago

1 YEAR & 3 WEEKS OF DANCING IN A NEW ERAI’ve been thinking about the heart sutra a lot lately. So I’ll just leave it here. Body is nothing more than emptiness,emptiness is nothing more than body.The body is exactly empty,and emptiness is exactly body.The other four aspects of human existence —feeling, thought, will, and consciousness —are likewise nothing more than emptiness,and emptiness nothing more than they.All things are empty:Nothing is born, nothing dies,nothing is pure, nothing is stained,nothing increases and nothing decreases.So, in emptiness, there is no body,no feeling, no thought,no will, no consciousness.There are no eyes, no ears,no nose, no tongue,no body, no mind.There is no seeing, no hearing,no smelling, no tasting,no touching, no imagining.There is nothing seen, nor heard,nor smelled, nor tasted,nor touched, nor imagined.There is no ignorance,and no end to ignorance.There is no old age and death,and no end to old age and death.There is no suffering, no cause of suffering,no end to suffering, no path to follow.There is no attainment of wisdom,and no wisdom to attain.The Bodhisattvas rely on the Perfection of Wisdom,and so with no delusions,they feel no fear,and have Nirvana here and now.All the Buddhas,past, present, and future,rely on the Perfection of Wisdom,and live in full enlightenment.The Perfection of Wisdom is the greatest mantra.It is the clearest mantra,the highest mantra,the mantra that removes all suffering.This is truth that cannot be doubted.Say it so:Gaté,gaté,paragaté,parasamgaté.Bodhi!Svaha!Which means...Gone,gone,gone over,gone fully over.Awakened!So be it! by @papa.sunwolf

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Got to talk to our local rad dad “the runner” @papa.sunwolf 🐺 who walks by our shop with his family every day #sunkenshiptattoo sunkenshiptattoo #everettwa #downtowneverett #tattoo #sunkenshiptattoostreettalk by @papa.sunwolf

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ONE YEAR AND 3 WEEKS OF DANCING IN A NEW ERAYea big dawg. Get out there and move n groove with whatever you do. And whatever you do make it a dance. by @papa.sunwolf

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Just a lil shorty 13 of this beautiful place. I’ve been coming to Shasta for almost 15 years now but never as a mountain runner till now. I wanted to hit the summit but was advised against it without the right gear for the conditions. I suppose I’ll have to come back. #mtshasta #trailrunning #ultrarunning by @papa.sunwolf

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1 YEAR & 2 WEEKS OF DANCING IN A NEW ERA part 2of2We’re almost home. Baby’s in the back yapping to herself. Wife is driving, listening to @sighswoon while we drive through Portland. I love how my wife is. This is our first trip since going through hell and back. I feel closer to her and my family. I think we’re really really learning to dance. Like really in it. You gotta empty out man. Like get real far out. We listened to a lot on our drive. We talked so much about consciousness & time travel & aliens. And what that means for the world. We talked about running the least which is great. Sometimes I feel like that’s all I talk about. We talked a lot about fear, of death, of life, of letting go, of unlocking & the consequence of just walking on the dance floor ready to get down. I’m ready to be home. An alien in Washington. Both of us. It’s not really quite home yet. But it’s starting to sorta finally feel like it. We don’t have alot of friends yet, but we finally got a table and that’s a good start.#trailrunning #ultrarunning #trailrat by @papa.sunwolf

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A YEAR AND A COUPLE WEEKS OF A NEW ERA 1of2Back in the home town. It feels great. Good to see this place and remember a lot. Being back here makes me feel like a grown up. Because I’m on vacation with my wife n babe and we have our own home to go back to. I love it here. I always will, but we realized we like where we are rn. It’s slower. We don’t always gotta be doing things. We can stay home and do nothing there. There’s not a lot of things where we are either. Not a cute IGd out cafe or some sorta forced adorability that you get unforced in a cute random little old town you never heard of. Don’t get me wrong I love it all but it feels good to be getting back & to have visited. A lot feels like it’s changing. I miss people here more than anything. I miss the landscape of about a decade ago though. It felt so much more untampered with. But everything goes through cycles I suppose. Until next time by @papa.sunwolf

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I had to split this into two. Instagram was being super lame. Either can’t use a song for 2 minutes or whatever. Anyways until we have a better platform to create on here’s part 1 & 2 of the little movie I made during a huge downpour ! I love making these little shorts so I hope you enjoy.#trailrunning #ultrarunning #trailrat by @papa.sunwolf

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daddy’s girl 🌈💘 matching beanies with @papa.sunwolf by @papa.sunwolf

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1 YEAR & 1 WEEK OF DANCING IN A NEW ERAToday is June 13th. I just turned 40 as of 11:41am. I know I know I don’t look it. I don’t feel it either. My wife thinks I’ll live to be a 100. We’ll see I suppose. It feels like I’ve lived so many lives. This particular time in life feels so special. My pops asked me what I was gonna do today and I just said,”chill with my wife and children.” Something about saying that to my father made it stick extra potent like. Like it just solidified. Cured in place. I’m a father & a husband. Two things I oddly knew I wanted to be when I was younger. It’s crazy to think that if I’m to live to be a 100 years old I’m not even quite halfway. That feels sweet. I do feel like I just started a new chapter. I feel stronger. Healthier. Mentally more sound. I feel beautiful in ways I’ve not ever felt. I feel like a lot of anger has left my body. Like childlike rage I used to have. Rightfully there it’s unhealthy to hold onto it. Now I’m left with the grit of it rubbing my heart raw. And I’ll take that up mountains from now on. I have things to do that only little jess thought was possible. Now it’s time to go see what’s behind the curtain. Thank you to everyone who is here. Who is watching. Who sends blessings. Those of you that have been aiding in me getting to a place where my dreams become a reality. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. MAY ALL BEINGS BE FREE FROM SUFFERING AND ITS CAUSES by @papa.sunwolf

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