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3 months ago

where the party at? by @pizzaleny

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2 years ago

today marks 8 years since i lost my father to cancer but this isn’t going to be a post about how hard it was to lose him, how amazing he was or how much i miss him. this also isn’t to bash him in his death but rather express my feelings about our distant relationship.

i’ve seen how much the loss of a parent can affect people, the pain, the grief, it’s never ending. i personally just can’t relate to any of it. my experience, while in no way unique, is completely different. i didn’t lose a loving father figure, i lost a stranger. i lost a man i truly knew nothing about yet he held such a monumental title in my life — “dad”

i saw someone say that an inconsistent parent is ten times worse than an absent one, and i can agree. i think with an absent parent, you have more questions about them and where they are. that creates a huge question mark in your life about where the other half of you came from but i assume it’s easier to accept, yet in no way easier to handle that they chose not to be apart of your life. but an inconsistent father…i know who you are. it’s so gut wrenching to think, you know where i am, you know how to reach me and yet you choose the bare minimum. you know me but you don’t care to stay in contact. you know me but i guess you don’t like me enough to want to be in my life. i guess you don’t love me enough to stay.

in efforts to explain how weird it is to feel absolutely nothing yet everything all at once and put it all into words, i literally hired someone to help me write poetry about it. i debated posting this because i felt it was entirely too personal and depressing for a platform i like to keep a bit more lighthearted. but this is real and authentic to me. i turned my pain into art and this is something i wanted to share because like i said, i know this isn’t unique to just me.

this is just a reminder that there are other things to do with that pain and emptiness. 🥀 by @pizzaleny

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3 years ago

yum yum yum!

;p

i <3 doodles

3/10 matcha

love an empty cart

missing my comfort star patch

cutest cutie

my prized possessions

spiderman ootd :p

ahhh! i cried 4 times

bye to summer nights

missing her </3

bestie night out :p

bno: our drinks

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wish i had a 35mm for this one

this cutie patootie ft. my smiski son <3

obsessed w. this one wow!

bno: the fits

🖕🏽 by @pizzaleny

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25 days ago

felt so small flying across this massive rain forest by @pizzaleny

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a month ago

ok but i kinda don't want this pimple to go away because i love ⭐️ patches by @pizzaleny

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a month ago

last post of the summer <3

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i farted.

#influencermaxxing

warmth

chartreuse.

scrumdilly

whatever that means

🤪

;)

grateful for my sight to see the chillest of views

hello new york

i love the moon but the sun loves me

do i look like mike?

have a seat

#ilovethincookies

we irritating type beat by @pizzaleny

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2 months ago

romanticizing my summer by @pizzaleny

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3 months ago

ella ni trata y llama la atencion.. by @pizzaleny

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3 months ago

#devoured

my prime is always cancer season <3

gotta look into who the artist is so i could tag them

haven't seen one like this in a while

love to be loved and to love <3

very y2k

me

me again

proof that she's the toucher!!

que cute <3

i wanna hear computers here

my motto

me & the zit still cute

only card i had left

loved this day

7/4 ⭐️

the color >

lomo has my heart + 19

"new joysey"

what a diva omg by @pizzaleny

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3 months ago

this has been sitting in my drafts for about a year lol by @pizzaleny

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3 months ago

a breath of fresh air <3 by @pizzaleny

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3 months ago