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This, is Self-Love~ by @puddle_inmyshoe
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7 months ago
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Had this in my drafts.. 10.5.25

I; Didn't know i had lost myself in the process, but i couldn't see it at the time. Thoughts. Images. Fantasies. I really wish i could 
HATE; the one who gave it to me. But i have too much partiallity swelled in my being to have those feelings. So i just end up
CRYING; until the orbs in my head turn red and my organs crumple to the echos of weeping. Everytime i long for this phase to be
OVER; i sit still and wait for the pain to ease away. But it is a ubiquitous influence.. it is everlasting. I need specifics, i need thoughts, i need someone to assuage the heights. I need a 
A; steady beginning so i won't feel like i have to restart everytime i scrape my knee.. or tell someone to help me even though I'm pooling blood to the eye.. i look up to my reflection and i wish that
MAN; I'm looking in the wrong direction. 

#poetry #healingjourney #pain #storytelling #expression #lifelessons #livinglife #writing by @puddle_inmyshoe
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a year ago
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PAIN: ~Shadows Within~ 8.1.25

The world is too loud.
Why is it that i can't make myself proud??
When im upset i cant eat, 
Just because i believe i need pain for my heart to beat. 
Because theres no room for mistakes,
Shouldnt there be room for someone who breaks? 
Stitches line the inside of my lips
Because i have a hold on my heart that grips, 
So that it cant be broken again.. 
Then get on my knees and end with an "Amen."
 
I have voices laughing right behind my ears, 
But its pounding, and i can't get rid of anything but tears. 

I look at others; and crave the pit in my stomach to leave, 
And i look at me and tell myself i shouldn't believe. 

Theres a certain depth with society standards, 
A place that holds people with the label "Commanders." 

All i ever do is hide and seethe, 
What do i do with whats stuck beneath? 

Protect your heart, and don't wait for respect; 
With time, God will perfect. 

#poetry #expression #healingjourney #pain #lifelessons by @puddle_inmyshoe
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a year ago
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PAIN & HEALING: Little Boy and his Glass Box 

7.9.25

There was a boy who wandered in his mind..

He didnt know what he was looking for or what to find.. 

When this man approached him, his heart felt that he was unkind;

He was afraid, and began to capsulate himself, and made a box lined

With glass and a sheer edge..

Just so he could hide and spectate those who pledge 

Their life to their hero..

Yet he still didnt feel though...? 

This big man painted, fractured, and solicitated the glass,

He felt like an ant to a tower, far smaller than his mass. 

As the cracks started to spread, he began to shake; 

Words and whispers clouded his mind as an internal eathquake...

The walls shattered and he was left with scars...

He thought, "those other people never had to experience pain in their jars." 

He stole others glue and did his best to amend his walls back up to how they were, 

But his hands couldnt stop shaking and mind would stir...

He took the blade of glass and held onto it for his life, 

Yet he didnt realize the glass punctured his hand, but all he felt was strife. 

Thats all he ever knew, 

He drowned in that feeling like stew.. 

He screams and rolls on the glass covered ground,

Blood stained his body and clothes all around...

The numbness spread all over his limbs..........

He then felt this.. warmth that stimmed 

His cold flesh to pump up again...

He thought t'was an angel, said, "Don't pretend.." 

Shes... smiling..

This unsettling feeling of emotions were piling~

Unfamiliar territory- 

This will not be the same story. 

He lashes out at her; glass now in her flesh,

She crumbles to the floor but she never does thresh.. 

His eyes glaring, but also screaming for help..

He stared at her and realized, she didn't attack; she just yelped. 

Differentiating good and bad people became impossible for him, 

Overtime that caused his light go dim.... 

This frightened little girl holding colored glass saw his soul,

She didnt see just a part of it, she saw the whole.

"Let me guide you.." her voice echoes,

His entire being stopped shaking and stilled like a 

#poetry #healingjourney #expression #storytelling by @puddle_inmyshoe
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a year ago
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HEALING: Style for Rent - 10.19.24 #poetry #lifelessons by @puddle_inmyshoe
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2 years ago
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