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Mely💚🍃

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Cali Raised🤘 Minnesota Living🤙
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Tomorrow makes 2 months since you were taken from us, My heart feels sad, i cant explain the feeling, I feel empty, i feel theres a hole i can never fix or fill to make better, as an adult I’ve never had to live through losing a loved one so this one hurt me more than I could ever imagine. I promised you I would make it to say goodbye but i didn’t 😭 I tried i promise i tried. & People ask, well how are you doing? How do i even answer? Im a mom , Daughter, & fiance. I dont have the ability to grieve the way I wish i could. I just have to sit with it & just feel it. I cant do anything to change it & i promise if i could i would give anything to have him back. He loved me, the good, bad, crazy , never judged me, always came with a softness & patience that i cant even comprehend how he loved a person like me, he never made me feel like a burden, like i was to much for him. He just loved me whole heartedly & unconditionally . God I wish I could go back in time & do things differently but ill forever live with that guilt of not getting to say goodbye 😭 I havent been the same since & i dont think ill ever be same . Anytime i wanna call him i just panic & get sad because WHO do i call now? So If you ask how im doing ill tell you “it is what it is , its life and i cant change it “ but reality is im so depressed but life goes on and i have 4 babies who need me to keep going. if anyone was wondering why ive been gone well there it is. Im going through something and idk how to fully cope with it besides being on autopilot.
Rey Chivas I miss you Tata😭 by @queenemmbee.15

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@1906newhighs thank you😍✨ I immediately loved the bag🤣😍 I cannot wait to make myself a drink with ‘Off Duty’ & SO many options in the supplements too! Bliss, Love , Genius, Go, Sleep, Chill & Boost! One for any occasion✨ I cant wait to try these ! It takes gardening’s to a whole different level😉 especially when you wanna partake but cant ! 👀 #explore #1960newhighs #relatable #stonernation #tryingnewthings by @queenemmbee.15

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Photo Dump from the last month & story time as to what ive been up to 😭 | July 17th we started our travels from MN- CA☀️Yall Let me tell you😭 I drove 16 hours the first day & 12 the next! (i was on a mission & unfortunately didn’t accomplish it ) 😭 but we made it safely to my grandparents and comforted my grandma & uncle. Talks happened and we stayed a couple days and left because of the timeline of things, Came back home but that trip was about 29 hours total because we went a different route to explore. We left MN again On Aug 1st& made it August 3rd around 9PM 😭 Thankfully I had my mom that time around to help me drive🫶🏻 the date was August 5th and that was a day none of us were truly ready for.
We laid my grandpa to rest 🙏😭🕊️ We stay a few more days to be with my family and came home. That was an adventure all on its own but on some positive notes, I got to see my little brother who I havent seen in 10 years, My Best friend who lives in Nevada & enjoy time with my grandma and kids 🫶🏻 I know my grandpa was so happy we were all together enjoying the time but we all knew the emptiness in the room was him not enjoying it with us. My Tata is A HUGE part of my life & I’ll recoup eventually but rn ill just be here 😔 Hugs and lots of love if you made it this far💞 Ill be posting normally again here and there but mentally im just not there like I wanna be😞 by @queenemmbee.15

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What an Honor it was to be your only grand-daughter 😭 The past few weeks have been very difficult, trips back & fourth to California to make sure we were here for you & my Nana.
We laid him to rest on August 5th 2026🕊️ I pray that you’re resting& no longer suffering, your funeral was beautiful 🕊️ My Grandpas last wishes were Honored & Fulfilled by his loved ones 🙏🕊️ Please keep my Nana & our little Family in your prayers as we Navigate through this time. We lost the pillar to our family; he was the glue to the family & we will forever cherish him😢🙏 by @queenemmbee.15

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Hiiiii besties✨❤️🫶🏻 I just wanted to come on and say I’m sorry for being MIA ; things in my life are hard rn & traveling 26-28 hours from MN-California is ROUGH 😭 I have to do it all again soon too 🥲 So forgive me if im not making my normal content , Im struggling with alot of my own things/family things. I promise im still here & will be back to normal posting but for now I just need good vibes ✨ Ill post pics from the trips eventually but rn my brain cant handle more 😭 taken in Grand Junction, Colorado by @queenemmbee.15

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Im so proud of my tomatoes 😍 #garden #veggies #trending by @queenemmbee.15

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My baby 😍 we made it across country & she deserved the recognition 🙌✨ #explore #trucks #crosscountry #trucks by @queenemmbee.15

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We made it 🙌 Utah was a beautiful place 😍
28 Hours of driving , drove through 7 states , & made some fun memories.
Landed In California 📍#travel #explore by @queenemmbee.15

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I won a give away from @livelihood_stoner & I love Love this book😍 I sat and watched my show while taking dabs & just enjoying my time ✨ thank you again!! @livelihood_stoner #explore #coloringbook #trending #stonergirl #stonernation by @queenemmbee.15

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Harvested 2 jalapenos & that tomato is looking close to ready 😍 I can't wait to make some yummy food with my veggies✨ #explore #garden #harvest #veggies #relatable by @queenemmbee.15

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Feeding a family of 6 & always making enough to feed extra people or to have leftovers, growing my own garden Means the World to me! My littles will have fruits & veggies any time they need 🫶 I made a salsa planter ~ I saw it on IG I’ll see if I can find the creator! Salsa planter that I made had ; 🍅 , Jalapenos, Onions, Cilantro & Marigolds - for pests- not salsa🤣 My floor garden bed is literally multiple kinds of peppers✨ table garden top has 2 tomato plants, watermelon, strawberries, mystery pot🤣 , cucumbers, tomatillo & my salsa planter✨😍 #gardentok #myveggiegarden #gardener #fyp #salsaplanter by @queenemmbee.15

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What a feeling to grow my own garden😍✨ I have a few different peppers, 2 tomato plants, Strawberries & a few more things I didn't show on here I didn't get to rearrange my garden but I will soon and I'll show it all✨ #explore #myveggiegarden #garden #trending #gardening by @queenemmbee.15

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