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Today I am blessed to be 29 ! I’ve always thought the number 9 had a liminal quality to it. The moment the snake finds its tail. The hindmost of my 20s has been a twilight zone, but I’ve grown to master the darkness of the in-between. Liminal spaces, from my experience, have been fertile ground for self-realization. 

Nature reassures me this when I am talking to a tree ten feet taller than me: they were once a seed too.

I’ve been told the age 29 is the youngest and the oldest you’ll feel in this life and that couldn’t be truer. I feel old, in the sense that I have a Rolodex of identities I’ve accumulated in my 20s alone but each mutation of self only led me to the path of becoming a child again. I’m learning the paradox of maturation is being a child again; the return to a childlike trust in your self, your visions, your ambition.

I made the stylistic choice to let go of the hair I was growing after cancer. I was trying to prove to myself I can return. But the return to self cannot happen through aesthetics alone. You have to be in the internal frequency of reclamation. The hair, the cancer, these things happened but they don’t define me. 

I am the architect of my life !!!
God’s name is I Am.

29 is Reclamation. Not a return to who I was before illness but an arrival into something I’ve always been becoming. taken in Saturn by @racleoworld
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New essay on the radical act of remembering. Link in bio

Your ancestors are not dead. They are nowhere & everywhere and still here. In the cardinal outside your window, in the thoughts born in your brain every day, in every version of self that had to die to make room for who you are now. This essay explores the radical yet tender pre-colonial practice of Ancestral veneration and what it means to stay in relationship with the “dead.” by @racleoworld
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2 months ago
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Happy Earth Day to all beings 🌏🌳🌊🌞 I wrote on the war inside, the war outside, and the remembering that heals both. Link in bio ! taken in EARTH by @racleoworld
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I have always felt ancient since I was a child. I became wise, not from books or instruction, but from lived life. I have started a new Substack publication called 333 Years Old to give this feeling a home. A living archive of wisdom collected from lived lives, in this life and past incarnations. Come in if it calls you. Link in bio ! by @racleoworld
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3 months ago
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Man will spend a lifetime in pursuit of perfection and I think we’re now reaching a point where the pursuit is beginning to challenge the source of all creation. It’s tragic poetry how the road to perfection can be so bleak, how it retreats as we approach it. The moment perfection begins to take form, it’s already melting away because the modern man’s brain was born into systems designed for rapid expansion that never resolve. The modern man fails to understand that if something is alive, it can never be finished. Nature is not perfect because it’s complete, it is perfect because it’s eternally unfolding. Unafraid to die because they are certain rebirth follows. Man fears losing it all. 

This is the gap between Man and the Divine. Man wants to arrive at perfection. For the ego to never go hungry. Man is plagued with the inability to be one with the moment. The divine is simply present in the moment and only moving intentionally. Man can never be God. by @racleoworld
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7 months ago
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My only wish for 2026 is for the world to embark on a return to nature- to the nature of our humanity and the living nature that surround us. It doesn’t require advanced spiritual knowledge to sense that we are crossing a significant threshold in human consciousness. How we choose to live, relate, and care for one another has strayed very far away from love. 

May 2026 be the beginning of the remembrance that we are love. They say that heaven is 10 zillion light years away but what if it’s been here all along, within us? Heaven, like hell, is a state of mind. I don’t think one has to die to get to heaven. Heaven is here for those who choose it. We could all be resting in peace if we make the commitment to living in the frequency of love. When we speak from an open heart, compassion, peace, and unity follows. If one can reach heaven while living then it is inevitable for that individual to demand peace in everything around them. 

W*r is not solution; it is hell and ultimately the dissolution of our divinity. Literal b*mbs are being dropped on women and children, hardening the purest of hearts. Shit, b*mbs are constantly being dropped in our minds daily. The demands of $$$$ and corrupt systems has severed us from our souls severely. 

We have to get right with spirit. Our spirit is really the only real thing we have. Everything else fades. It will be the anchor in these treacherous waters we have found ourselves in. Tend to your spirit the same way you tend to your physical. 

Stay loving, stay present, stay intentional.
Connection is the best medicine.
We are all we have. 

Love peace and healing to all creation in 2026. taken in Heaven by @racleoworld
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7 months ago
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If fragments of God live within us all, then we must be puzzle pieces of a grand picture. If every piece is important to the big picture then violence is not only immoral but also illogical. You’re vandalizing the very picture you belong to. Harming another is self-sabotage. 
If we honor stillness and look within, perhaps in between breaths we get a glimpse of a world where love & peace are no longer a poet’s dream.

Seek the divine in all creation. Unity without uniformity.
Peace within, peace without. 

#worldpeace #2026 by @racleoworld
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Today I am 1! 👶🏽🌱• A year ago today I received a life-saving bone marrow transplant from a selfless, unrelated donor which put me in full remission after a blood cancer diagnosis in ‘23. The transplant wiped out all the stem cells I came to Earth with & was replaced with my donor’s healthy stem cells to re-birth me back to LIFE. 

This year of recovery has been my return to humanity, after yrs of programming to perform like an immortal machine. It showed me the full spectrum of life on Earth at a time where everyone is enamored only by the surface. This past year I went from using a wheelchair due to weakened muscles from treatments to running 15 miles a week! Words can’t encapsulate the profound emotional, mental, and physical intellect this year brought. There were many delays & setbacks but God, who I learned is not a force in the sky but a divinity in my mind, kept blazing paths to carry me forward. 

Forward. 
It’s the only direction God asks of us. 
The only thing u ask of u. 

A lifetime of gratitude to my family. My mother- who was at the hospital 9 to 5, 5 to 9 being the best mother- nourishing & caregiving, my brother and his husband for lending me all the time & space to heal myself at my pace, and my father for unconditionally providing. Oceanic thanks to my loving Ancestors whose heavenly protection & guidance lived with me while I resided between this world and the next. 

Grateful for @NMDP_org for finding me a match donor and their helpful resources. For my doctors & nurses at @UCSanDiego and @cityofhope for their healing hands. 

To friends I hold close, who remained close despite the distance & medical isolation- thank u for assuring me human connection will always be in fashion

All my love to Southern California. SD & LA, the balmy wombs that birthed me. Your sun, wind, & sea led me back home.

Most importantly thank u RALPH. For always choosing to alchemize darkness into light, for being the warmth in what felt like the coldest, longest February… there’s levels to this shit

More life to ME. 
More life to ppl with a soul.
Grateful to still be here, 
to share the eternal unfolding of the icon Ra. 

🪬🌏🌌🌳🍄✨🌊🫀🪐♊️♎️ taken in The Present by @racleoworld
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