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my first b&w roll ended up being my first expired b&w roll because i forgot to develop it AND exposed part of the film on accident, sigh. obviously not so confident about this and there’s a lot of improvement to be made. but it was still very fun meeting the local skaters at christie pits. they (as you can probably guess) loved the attention, and i loved giving them performance anxiety haha

i think this was early march by @ravioliilover

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12 days ago

vulnerable post (shockers) and will make me sound so privileged but i never shut up and i do not care. living in a city surrounded by people living the dream is Not for the weak :/ my friend said at a set we were background actors for “we so close yet so far” and i have not stopped thinking about it. i have always been deadly scared of not living up to my potential, or perhaps my passion going unseen, that i will miss opportunities because of it. this feeling makes me freeze in time sometimes, it’s weird. i don’t submit assignments, i purposefully don’t take the chance because, what if i can’t make it? sounds stupid

i don’t necessarily believe in luck, or even sometimes hard work. i’ve seen people work hard and still feel not enough. i suppose things simply happen, period. the only thing i know with my heart is that you truly have to believe that you are actively making “it”. i stopped comparing my path to others a long time ago, but when i’m surrounded by passionate people on a path i want to be on, uuuuuh i still cry. i thought this was because i was envious, but i realized it might be because part of myself is still doesn’t fully believe. i do not believe i will live long enough to see myself on the road to success. but silly me.. i am already on da road!!!!

let this sad and messy “i was a background for 13 hours straight comparing myself to others today, and need nicotine bad” post be your reminder to PAUSE but not stop, take a look at where you are at. hush all the other voices and listen to what your heart wants from you, and choose (yes choose) to believe you are on a path it wants you to be on ⭐️ by @ravioliilover

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a month ago

dealing with circumstances that are not under your control is obviously frustrating for anyone. i often sit and think about those circumstances and dwell on them, and dwell some more on the parts that could’ve been under my control.

everything around us will always be constantly changing, even if it’s you control them or not. but we are the part of that change that happens. waking up in the morning and knowing every day is a new change used to make me so anxious. but this quote by my beloved jake from adventure time always eased my paranoia: “even if we are not changing on the outside, we are changing on the inside constantly… i’m scared of the stuff i’ve been ignoring, but that stuff is still a part of me. and as long as i know the shape of my soul, i will be alright”

accepting hard to swallow truths about yourself is still a part of the change you go through. and that is quite beautiful, and human.

i love you by @ravioliilover

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5 months ago

i miss summer, i miss montreal, i miss québécois people 😿 by @ravioliilover

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7 months ago

2025 was so special to me, so much growth, so many stories, such fulfilling adventures 🌀 this year taught me not to be afraid of feelings, and that it is okay to make the mistakes you have done before. everything falls into their place in the right time, and you create that right time — step by step, and i’m so grateful to age another year. i love the path that i’m on, no matter how many times that path shape-shifts into something i no longer recognize. i love all the things that has happened to me and all the people i’ve crossed paths with because knowing all experience is still experience has been so freeing. believing and being hopeful has been a conscious choice i have been making, and that everything else… just happens 🍀

thank you my friends for supporting me, my heart is full of love !! here’s to another year where we kiss each other

enjoy staring at my hands ✋🏻🤚🏻 by @ravioliilover

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10 months ago

my recent roll kinda sucks — except for these two, heh. big thank you to this lovely father and daughter by @ravioliilover

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a year ago

recovery is great, but no one ever talks about how hard it gets sometimes. it goes without saying: the one thing that completely consumed your life since you were 10, can’t leave your life within a second. it’s a challenge, and sometimes it doesn’t feel worth keeping up with.

the amount of times i’ve contemplated slipping and going back to my hole always ended up with me remembering how long it took me to get out of there. here is a reminder (for you & for me) : it’s not worth it. because you and i both know that the hole just keeps getting deeper, and deeper. it will never satisfy you because that is a path you were never meant to choose. and that is a hard pill to swallow, but ask yourself this: what do you expect would happen if you did choose recovery?

and at the end of the day, it’s not a pity party. be proud of the progress you made even if it’s not linear. to whoever needs to hear this: please be mindful and stay kind to yourself. enjoy the party and eat that fucking burger !!!!! i love you 🍔 by @ravioliilover

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a year ago

the weight of türkiye’s current democratic and political state has been sitting heavy on my chest. and it got me thinking: am i grateful enough? using my privilege to say that i am

i carry deep gratitude for the chance to live in a place where i can experience safety, freedom and comfort. but that gratitude is tangled with so much heartbreak. why do i have to live in a foreign country to feel free? my friends, my peers in türkiye aren’t different than i am. they didn’t choose this. they don’t get to feel safe, or get to rest. or even catch a break

this isn’t just my pain: it’s collective. and i will not shut up about the injustice, brutality, pain and suffering young people are going through. make their voices feel heard. because my generation, my country deserves better.

we owe it to each other to not look away, to be loud and to amplify. because brighter times HAVE TO come. and until then, we stay loud. for türkiye, for youth and for a future we deserve 🇹🇷 by @ravioliilover

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2 years ago

dünyanın en güzel insanı ve onun erkek arkadaşı (ve dünyanın en iyi kompozisyonu) by @ravioliilover

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2 years ago

lola rennt — run lola run (1998)

this bizarre film will break your construct of time and space completely and make you run with lola, our main character, as you witness how decision making and limited time gives you anxiety.

the opening of this film had an interesting quote that i think resonates well with the whole theme: “after the game is before the game”. to me this connects well with the whole storyline. although lola’s actions have consequences, there are variables that cannot be controlled. looking at this quote also makes me think maybe there is no specific ending planned for lola.

director tom tykwer’s absolute phenomenal story telling ability makes this movie a fully immersive experience. it really makes you think about the catalytic aspect of our decisions which are accidental but we don’t realize how much they influence us or the ones around us.

dare i say… my new favourite movie? by @ravioliilover

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2 years ago

i got my phone stolen this night (from my pocket) but i’d like to think seeing everyone be silly in costumes was the highlight of my night 🎃 i love halloween by @ravioliilover

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2 years ago

#ilovestreetphotographyfuckyea by @ravioliilover

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2 years ago