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Scorpio Rising. Enjoying my space suit
🌍 MO↠ FL ↠ Everywhere

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My two weeks in Sicily have been filled with a lot of laughter, even more wine, and a new appreciation for putting down my phone and being present. The only words I’ve really learned and remembered have been good morning, hello, and fuck you. Sadly, it’s almost over — tutto passa — or whatever. 🤍 taken in Porticello, Sicilia, Italy by @revivereality

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In case you forgot 😉 taken in St. Petersburg, Florida by @revivereality

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In honor of MX. See ya soon by @revivereality

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Bye bye 2025✌🏼 taken in Saint Petersburg, Florida by @revivereality

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how lucky am I to be surrounded by so much love by @revivereality

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So much to celebrate lately✨ taken in Saint Petersburg, Florida by @revivereality

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Girls just wanna have fun St Pete, girls taken in Saint Petersburg, Florida by @revivereality

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Live laugh love by @revivereality

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Are you inspired? taken in London, Unιted Kingdom by @revivereality

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Change💫 by @revivereality

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Barcelona. The city and the people are extraordinary. There’s so much preserved history and beautiful architecture. I feel like the beauty and the art makes life more enjoyable for the people who live here. And the people who live here will talk to you for hours about how much they love it. There’s a lot of joy to be felt here, people are singing in the streets. Literally. Oh and Caipirinha’s are my new favorite drink. I’ve had like 8 a day. I have a hard time pronouncing it so I’ve been calling them Capybara’s. I’m off to catch a flight to Rome now. Time to drool over more art and history. #barcelona #capybara taken in Barcelona, Spain by @revivereality

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On April 14 2023 my father took his own life. I’ve never experienced such a deep sorrow within me. Reality has been distorted since that day. I’ve searched high and low for an answer. With no note left behind to give me the clarity, I’ve searched through his phone, search history, messages, notes, pictures and turned his trucks and personal belongings upside down and inside out for the answer. I can only speculate but the truth is I will never know. I’ve been consumed by anger and confusion. I think the anger is the only thing that keeps me going right now. My father left everything to me. The trucks, his toys, tractors, farm. Everything. I used to think it would be cool that it would be mine one day but not like this. There’s so much to be done. Responsibilities I wasn’t ready to manage including taking care of my mother. I think there’s something to be said about a parent taking their own life. A guilt. Maybe there was something I could have done or I should have called him that morning. I’ll carry that with me, forever. Pain is silent. Sometimes even the most optimistic and larger than life people are waging great wars within them. My father was one of those people. I’ve never feared death, I’ve actually been intrigued by it. I look forward to it now. Knowing that in some form or energetic way we will be together again. Until then, I have a lot to do. Whoever is still reading this, give your parents a call. Forgive them every chance you get and love and accept love wholeheartedly. You won’t regret it.
#suicideprevention #suicideawarness by @revivereality

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