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It's my birthday! 40 was literally the worst year of my life, but things are starting to get better. I live in a town where everyone looks like a Shel Silverstein drawing, but I have a new job at a place I like. Anyways, send me money or a dick pic or a joke 😂❤️😘

Venmo: @RylandCougear5
Cash app: $RylandCougear by @rydied547

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Happy Sunday! ❤️ I made goulash 😊 by @rydied547

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Love this woman!! People think I’m ‘formidable’, but I’m only as strong as my friends, and she’s Thee Strongest. She’s way smarter, kinder, & cooler than me, but you gotta learn from the best ❤️😘❤️

@trimstriss by @rydied547

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Ok….so do y’all know the story about this song? Bc I didn’t! Until like couple years ago, I was playing this song at my former job that shall not be named, and a customer came in and told me about the lyrics. He said the lyrics were a letter (mostly) written to her by a really mentally ill person, stalker fan. And so SHE USED THE STALKER LETTER for the 1st song off her 3rd album! She took back her power with her art. I mean…..how F*cking Cool is that?!

Who’s possessing whom? 🤘🏻❤️ by @rydied547

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Sometimes you just need a mocha coffee milkshake
Ok,so…I’m gonna do one of those long tangential diary type posts, so feel free to keep scrolling. For those sticking around: What In The Goddess Is Going On?!? I don’t know what planets are out of alignment, but the past 48 hrs have been Whack-A-Doodle. And I’m constantly medicated 👀😂So I’m sure most everyone who would be reading this knows I like alcohol too much. Some folks would say alcoholic, and those folks would be correct. 1 year 3 mths ‘sober’, but who’s counting? 😉 Anyway, not drinking just sorta scratched the surface of ‘fixing’ my stability issues. My strongest and longest addiction is to dick. No, Jk it’s smoking cigarettes. I love it, always have. I was always kinda of an ‘outcast’ it added to my mystique. 😂 I’ve smoked steadily for 25 years at least. Yuck! Right?! Weed too. I have like absolutely no moderation with those two. So I gotta quit the real addiction, sign up for DBT, blah blah blah. But, my rambling point to all this is what it took to make me want to quit. Walgreenz had a reduction in price on some decent brands back in like may(?) Anyway I took a pic bc I was blown away by how cheap they were. And they stayed at those low prices for a while, and word got around I guess, bc OVERNIGHT they DOUBLED the price. What?! That should be illegal. I know smoking cigarettes is disgusting and we’re all gonna die, but f*ck capitalism, man. I’m so over it. So believe it or not, as pathetic as this sounds, I went to 12 Balgreens locations. A dozen. In swamp weather. Just hoping one might not have raised the price quite yet. Of course that didn’t happen, duh. As I’m getting closer to turning 40 ☠️ I’m realizing I don’t wanna waste my time with this sorta nonsense. I’m smart and I could use this energy and time doing something far more productive and useful. Anyways, I’m not posting this bc I want pity messages or advice, I’m just sharing how f*cking wild addiction is. Bc if you have issues with moderation, trust me we all do, and someone (me) has does FAR worse.Loving yourself is really the only way help with addiction & mental illness, but JMJ, it’s f*ckin exhausting. 12 stores. 10 miles. 🙄🚬 by @rydied547

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I was never really a ‘cat’ person, I always thought they were kinda ornamental, until I met this little sweetheart who liked to hang out on people’s heads and shoulders. That’s why I nicknamed her: ‘Nudge’ She gave as much love as she received and more. She probably saved my life more times than I can remember & I will miss her very much. I know she was loved and happy, but damn, pets will really rip your heart out. Thanks for taking care of her, and giving her lots of extra care and love @claribel326

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Give your pets some extra love for me today! 😽 by @rydied547

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3 years ago

At the beach….
Trying to combat depression…
That’s not my kite, it just showed up, so that was nice.

🤷🏻‍♂️😢☀️🏝🪁🌈

#chicago #beach #kite #rainbow #depression by @rydied547

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