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This last 4 months has been a whirlwind!!

On 11/24 after two yrs of literally the hardest battle I've ever fought in my life!! (Learning to love --fight for me) I published my first book.

On 12/23 in honor of my grandmother, the most honest, beautiful person I've ever met I published my second, sharing my journey, truth, angst, passion, joy etc because the one thing she always wanted me to embrace was me --So I am.

And on 1/23 I had the honor of being a part of the release of a beautiful anthology, and the launch of one of the most exciting efforts I've ever been apart of, helping others turn their passion into reality, something especially dear to my heart seeing as how it brought me that exact support, and most importantly friendship💚...

And I said all this to say I'm grateful..
My life is not at all perfect..
Shit, not even close!
I cry often, being a mother is hard!
Healing, finding the time to create,
breathe, THINK is sometimes hard!

But my dream and dedication have brought me this far! And everything I couldn't fathom as I fought my way through in the beginning, money, support, resources, knowledge etc have and continue to come to me because I am committed to moving forward no matter what it looks like & I encourage you to do the same Love's!!

Do it cause you love it!

Because not doing it is resigning yourself to death!

& Because your dreams matter & I support your BS WHOLEHEARTEDLY!💙
Have a beautiful day!💋💋
All three books Available on Amazon💌
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#ThisWritersLife by @sapiolove_notes

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6 years ago

Happy 4/20 to all the Poets & Pothead's 💋💋 by @sapiolove_notes

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a year ago

Maybe.. I'm no longer seeking peace...
Understanding

And maybe --Just maybe.. duality, in all it's splendor, is better as a second hand experience

--I'd... much rather "get it," in absence

Allow my silence to be grace enough

Worry little, about remorse or revenge as I pull petulance from the pit once more --wide eyed and weary --unable to crash

Already.. graffiti

Seeking... solice, craving chaos

I mean... rainbows only come at the end of storms and... I wanna go outside... In the rain

Dance with lightening

Sing my secrets to the moon and watch it sway

Wait ... for whispers...

Oh, what a gift and a curse it is "To know better," to... resign yourself to ice as you set the world on fire

Watch solice and chaos collide

The most beautiful medley --before and after "the dust settles" and... the little yellow flower finds light

Warmth

Eats... strange fruit, from even stranger trees --new things did grow

Even.. the ashes smell sweet now... by @sapiolove_notes

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Just pull the fucking trigger already, your fingers waiting..

You've imagined this moment so thoroughly, the tables already set..

What affairs you have in order

The clip, loaded and reloaded so many times you're dizzy

Mouth dry

Brow.. wet

"What if?" playing on a loop, looping laps around maybe, and...

Fuck it, we'll call it a love song today

Hum it, while I polish cold steele

Louder, while I wait for silence

Welcome it with open arms,

Wishing flames no more, only, the calmness after by @sapiolove_notes

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3 days ago

Sometimes I wanna scream, cuss, cry, shake my head --ask, "why fucking me?"

Others, I smile.

Joy is.. a funny thing, you know?

Sometimes it's hidden behind tears, breakups --that first cry after nine agonizing months of anticipation.

Triggers

Messages

Received --Acknowledged

Feelings

Joy in essence, a choice, in my opinion -gratitude

And... I'm grateful

Those moments mattered

Insight, clarity, healing... matters

And I have. And I am.

So I smile

See past the broken pieces, innerstand their war isn't with me, but themselves --I wear my scars proudly --shame creates fear

I am unafraid --it's... unsettling, I overstand

Smile more

I'd fear me too, you should

My smile is pure --my heart as well

No more screaming, cussing, crying, I leave you to Spirit --Love

And please know I am loved, dearly, thus my smile --knowing

My willingness to continue forward in spite of all opposition, jealousy, envy --without hate or revenge in my heart

My joy, my own

Not contingent upon your opinion, actions, or lack thereof

My own

And for that, I smile...

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"Love; Gram's"

Because this journey to self, healing, and enlightenment ain't for the faint at heart and sometimes you have to trip, fall and lose your programmed ass mind to happen upon your purpose, happiness and joy

*Link in bio 💌 by @sapiolove_notes

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4 days ago

Class is.. always in session

The light at the end of the tunnel --the precursor

Scaples and white gloves at every interval

The harsh lessons and vague experiences that loom behind forced smiles an.. epiphany.. of sorts

Because what would you do for normalcy?

A chance to ride the wave?

To be.. apart of something bigger than yourself?

When in essence you've never known you

Have no inclination of how vast you are

And still --class is in session

Stark white walls waiting to bridge the gap between inadequacy and superiority

The burning urge to create smothered by lesson plans, broken lines and 26 perfectly pointed primary colors curated for your listening experience

Color line A & D Green

B & F Red

C & D Blue --Of course

The other 23 a by product

A lesson you'll learn much later leading you right back... to that light at the end of the tunnel

The spells, spun

Your moderate understanding of the doctrine seemingly suffice --now on to "the raising to a power, and extraction of a root

You the root, inadequate in your understanding of power

The ones you possess and the ones used to suppress such power --realign such waves

Submission the catalyst by @sapiolove_notes

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5 days ago

I am not superficial
Nor have I ever been
The pretty pictures are only meant to grab you Love✨️

Visual stimulation is after all "a thing"
The words however, are...
Life
Love
Sustenance
& Healing

So READ Love's!
Upgrade your Spirit OFTEN
& comment, like, share, all the Love is greatly appreciated 🖤
--Sapio💋💋 by @sapiolove_notes

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5 days ago

OctoberGeneral

1.This Shit is BIGGER than You, Ego or someone else's perception of right and wrong; The ascension of your Lineage is at stake; You must!

2. There is no perfect time, however this portal is powerful-utilize it! Release self doubt, negative self talk, fear and reclaim your dreams!

3. Whatever you have, wherever you are, whatever you look like right now is enough! Stop waiting to be inspired when you were meant to be the inspiration.

4. You don't need to wait, have or do more! You've prepared, studied, did the groundwork etc when all you ever really needed to do, was IT ( that thing you were born with and are always avoiding because...)

5. Just DO IT for crying out loud!🫪🤪 & have fun! You're joy is one of the purest forms of manifestation energy, dwell in it, allow it to make you rich!

6. Forgive the Haters & Naysayers! Because by God the easier you make it look the more upset they will be, however, that is a them problem! & free press and power! Let em' talk & transmute that energy for your own good💋💪🏾

7. Throw those outdated beliefs and timelines out of the window and LIVE! Be open to change, new experiences and a pivot or two. You can't be magickal in moderation you've got to be able to flow!

8. And last but definitely not least, stop being so hard on yourself! So what your life looks unconventional to those around you. Rest when you're tired, cry when you're sad, create, dance, clean when you're restless (make marvels at 3:00 if you must) & know this cycle is set to be one of the best of your life. If you allow it!

Ase'🌙💛✨️ by @sapiolove_notes

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5 days ago

My first Love
Flight
High
DREAM
The place I call Home...

#singing
#heals
#mysoul by @sapiolove_notes

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6 days ago

His breath said love.. was inevitable

That every bit of light shone would be muted by his shadows --I tasted the blood on his lips

Tettered into a wall offended by the familiarity -The bitterness left on the tip of my toungue --The wanting

I wept for Sugar --Milk

Knew the allure of that pure cocoa was dangerous, intoxicating , overwhelming --But if you take the lime with the coconut and mix it all up --this shit still bitter

And.. I like it

Decided I rather enjoyed them seperate, I mean.. nibble the flesh and allow the juice to cleanse my pallet -I crave him now --the shadows

The way he howls to the moon --beckons me

Offers himself to me as soon as sun dissipates, eyes glowing, breath labored, fresh kill at his feet --filling my belly his only goal

--He knows the burden of light

Damned to seek it though he thrives in the darkness, wraps himself comfortably in their misinterpretation of the so called monsters that live in it --He knows monsters

And so do I

Held space in my heart, ate sweet things from mauve fingertips in the daylight while they killed in secret --Never offered me anything

Pretended --Hid the bones

And here you are

Your collar stained

Hoping I understand your reasons, that you'd glady lend your bitterness if it means my sanctity --Survival

I was never meant to kill

I mean death and destruction --war was waged in my name, but I only sought sovereignty for the children, guided them through darkness -gave pentence to their strategy --life must continue

It has

I have

So has he

And as I lick the blood I crave now from his lips --I understand him Holy

The grail from which I sip

That I've truly been the only thing he's ever craved, that he must live... in the shadows

--Kill, offer himself to me in increments
--Red
--Love, was inevitable... by @sapiolove_notes

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6 days ago

About Last Night 🌙 💋🔥 by @sapiolove_notes

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7 days ago

My first Love

               Flight

                    High

                        DREAM

The place I call Home...💛

#singing
#heals
#mysoul by @sapiolove_notes

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9 days ago