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Louis wrote Side By Side for the fans and debuted it live at his sold out show at Madison Square Garden last night. I have never been more proud to be a fan than in these moments. SO PROUD OF YOU @louist91 ❤️😭

MSG WE MADE IT SIDE BY SIDE taken in Madison Square Garden by @sarajp21

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3 months ago

Dark to Light
The Armory, Minneapolis
6/25/26

I know this song is for Liam, but this bridge gets me every time and has me thinking about my sister ❤️‍🩹 taken in The Armory by @sarajp21

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4 months ago

I didn’t actually plan to post my entire Send Me Under video from Red Rocks but I want it here so I can revisit it. 😂 Enjoy my screaming and horrible camera stability because of my excitement 🙃

Still can’t believe Louis sang this song and I got to see it. How did we get here?

@louist91

Send Me Under (live debut)
Red Rocks Amphitheater
6/19/26 taken in Red Rocks Amphitheater by @sarajp21

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4 months ago

Being able to witness @louist91 crush this album release and have the confidence to write songs like these is what I live for.

A continued shoutout to @kate.hanagan for getting us these tickets and giving us this opportunity in the first place 😭❤️

Jump the Gun
Racket NYC
01/23/26 taken in Racket NYC by @sarajp21

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8 months ago

I don’t feel like going home 🎶

Two weeks ago I took a spontaneous trip to NYC to see @louist91 play his one night only album release show at the Racket NYC. I can’t believe I was stood in a room of 650 other people listening to some of these songs being played live for the first time ever. The entire experience still doesn’t feel real and I am so beyond grateful to have even been in that space. 🥹❤️

I could have never had this opportunity without my girl @kate.hanagan snagging tickets on a Tuesday and helping me coordinate travel for that Thursday 😂 After some cold weather delays, many booked and canceled trains, a four hour wait in freezing temps, meeting friends for the first time, post gig pizza, and a near miss with a record breaking snowstorm, this was the best weekend ever. “But fuck it, I’d do it all again”

How did WE get here?! taken in Racket NYC by @sarajp21

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8 months ago

Easing into 2026 with a reflection on 2025. These are a few of my favorite moments from the year. It’s definitely not all of them - I had SO many incredible moments with amazing people, but I can only fit so much into a 60 second video 😅

As any accountant would do, here is my 2025 in numbers:
• 19 concerts
• 2 festivals
• 45 different artists
• 20 cities visited
• 12 NEW cities visited
• 3 countries (1st time in England)
• 2 continents
• 35,000 miles traveled
• Saw Alex Warren 4 times
• Saw Ed Sheeran 6 times
• Saw Tors 8 times
• 2 new fandoms
• So many new friends
• Countless memories

But it’s not all about travel..some of my favorite moments were right at home:
• Wine nights
• Girls nights out
• Pizza parties
• Strength training classes
• Celebrating Ari’s golden birthday (29)

I feel so incredibly blessed and lucky for all of these 2025 memories and the people I shared them with. I can’t wait to see what 2026 will bring ✨ by @sarajp21

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9 months ago

Another Christmas missing you.

I will never stop finding my sister in music.

A couple days ago my dad and I were talking about how hard year 3 is. How different it is from the others because you’re just navigating grief in the beginning, figuring it out. Year 3 is different because you’re living your “new normal”, actually existing without your person. Something you thought was impossible is happening and I feel like sometimes that almost hits harder.

Everyone who knew me 5 years ago knows I was an absolute nut for Christmas - hands down my favorite holiday. I’d want to decorate in November and have totes and totes and totes of decorations. 4 Christmases ago I hosted the entire extended family and Ari helped me turn my house into a Christmas wonderland. It took me over 2 years to take that Christmas tree down because it was something tangible I could hold on to and look at.

Did I put my tree up this year? Yes.
Did I decorate that tree? No.
Did I put out any other Christmas decorations? Also no.
Do I still love Christmas and admiring all the beauty the holiday brings? Absolutely Y E S 🤍

I will never stop missing you, Ari. And I do think year 3 is hard in a different way. It’s like it sinks in that you’re ACTUALLY gone and we still have to just exist somehow.

Another Christmas missing you.

When the way you used to shine becomes a far off constellation
And the words you said get mixed up with some other conversations
When the picture of you in my mind starts fading out of view
Then darling I’ll miss missing you

When December comes around I’ll take the steps down to the basement
Go and open up the dusty box of lights and decorations
And I’ll try to hang them on the tree the way you used to do
Another Christmas missing you

Thank you to @thetorsband for creating this gem and for playing it in the most magical barn I’ve ever been in ❤️ taken in Devon, England by @sarajp21

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10 months ago

I never thought I’d check off another Ireland bucket list moment but a couple weeks ago I checked off two in my short 45 hour trip to Dublin:

✅ Visit Dublin at Christmas time
✅ See Ed Sheeran play in Ireland

It may have been a little miserable (windy!!!) queuing for the show, but spending time with my friends and being in this beautiful city made it all worth it. Seeing Ed was pretty great too 🤭🙃

One of the opening acts was an all girl Irish trad band @biirdofficial and I loved them so much I actually started crying. I just thought how much my sister would have loved seeing them and it warmed my heart a little bit.

Such a fun trip 💚 it was a bit heavy being there without Ari, but I felt her there with me the entire time🕊️

To Ireland, until next time 🤍 taken in Dublin, Ireland by @sarajp21

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10 months ago

Forgive me, just don’t forget me. I know in this life that I am not invincible.

Three years ago I lost my sister Ari in a snowmobile accident, and my whole world shattered in one instant. I lost my best friend, my soulmate, the only person who knew my life inside and out. Grief changes you. It softens some parts of you, hardens others, and leaves you with memories that feel louder in the quiet moments.

This weekend I kept noticing little signs of her around me…autocorrect putting her name into notes, grabbing my “A” necklace without thinking in the middle of a Christmas song, random photos surfacing in my memories, tiny reminders of her everywhere. It felt like she was close.

I’ve known Invincible existed, but I never listened because I knew it would break me open. When Tors started introducing it at the Christmas party, I recognized it immediately and felt this strange mix of excitement, fear, and love all at once. They played it stripped back and acoustic, and the moment the first line hit, I couldn’t hold it in. I felt everything.

Not healed. Not fixed. Just… felt.
And sometimes, that’s what grief needs.

This song isn’t comforting in a soft way, it’s raw and real. It acknowledges how fragile we are, how life can change in a blink, how someone can be here one second and gone the next. It hit deep, but in a way that reminded me that my sister isn’t gone…she’s here in memories, in signs, in music, in the people I meet and the moments I live. She is woven into everything.

To @thetorsband , thank you. Truly.
Thank you for writing something so painfully beautiful. Thank you for bringing that song into that room. Thank you for the vulnerability in your music, for the humanity you put into every lyric, and for giving me a moment to feel my sister’s presence so strongly it knocked the air out of me. I will never forget hearing Invincible for the first time.

Sometimes we need a good cry at a Christmas party ❤️ taken in Higher Eggbeer Farm by @sarajp21

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What if you just… take the trip?
See the band, make new friends, and make new memories with the old ones?

Six weeks ago I did that. I flew to DC to see @thetorsband headline their first North American tour. I said I was only going to go to two shows…
…I lied. 😂

These are the memories that will stay with me forever. I’m SO thankful to this band of brothers for building this community of beautiful people, and I’m so blessed to be part of it. It’s more than just music and concerts. It’s friends, community, memories.

Am I getting on a plane tomorrow to do it all again?
…maybe 🤭

See you soon? 👀 taken in Washington, DC by @sarajp21

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a year ago

@thetorsband Heavy Hearts intro is everything >>>>>
How was this already a WEEK ago?!

Rickshaw Stop
San Francisco, CA taken in San Francisco, California by @sarajp21

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a year ago

Anything Can Happen is easily in my top 5 favorite @thetorsband songs and I could listen to this on repeat forever ❤️

I had an incredible time in DC, take me back to that night pleaseeee

Ready for round 2 tomorrow night in Chicago! taken in Washington D. C. by @sarajp21

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