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Serenity Adams

@serenity__eternity

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RIT Psychology, I like video games and music. I'm also very tired
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My sweet baby girl Lucy is going to have to be put down soon.... shes 12, we've had her in our lives since she was 1... i still remember how happy I was to take her home when I was around 9... i remember how excited she was running around the house... the time she slept in a basket of clean laundry... it just feels like there hasnt been enough time...

She has Lymphedema... we found out today... she has about a week before we should put her down... shes been struggling to breath, her heart cant beat as well, and shes now bloated too...

When I got the news I left my lecture early and just came home... my family sat outside with her for a while... my sister and I went to the closest Walgreens to get her a few things we normally dont like squeak toys...

Shes been with me.. for so long... i just cant imagine living without her and i just... it feels so wrong to be grieving while shes still here... shes lying down in my parents room sleeping and i wanna make every second count but I also know she needs to relax and take time to sleep and rest...

My sweet baby... im going to try and make the next week of your life the best week ever... i really love you lucy... i just really hope you know that... i just want you to know youre loved

Anyone with a pet seeing this, please hug or let your pets for me... love you all, im sorry

#Petloss #impendingloss by @serenity__eternity

Had a lot of fun at Tora Con this weekend! I went last year but this year was also great! First image is my haul, mostly charms and stuff, but I also managed to get my best friend 3 signatures from the va's for FF, Anasui, and Weather Report on a Stone Ocean Jojo volume, and got Xie Lian's english va to sign my sister's Heaven Official's Blessing hardcover! My girlfriend also got this eevee! I had a lot of fun and can't wait for next year! (I tried so hard to credit each artist but I couldn't find the card or remember the artists for the two fairy miku's, I think theyre artists I bought something else from but I might be wrong, if anyone remembers or knows please let me know and I'll credit them!) #toracon #transgender #ilovemygirlfriend #anime #jojo #ironmouse by @serenity__eternity

First time doing a big/full on art piece that wasn't for high school! Ironmouse has been a huge inspiration to me, to keep going, to push through, and to remember to try and enjoy life. When I heard she was coming to Tora Con I was so excited and so I made this piece. 😊
I used procreate, used reference's from Mouse's model index, and had help from @meowmrrp_ and @butterflyknght as they helped me revise and gave me advice! Without them this piece wouldn't have been made. 😭
This is also the first print I actually printed, and so there are only 2 that exist in the world in full size and 2 that exist in smaller sizes, the big ones are for my girlfriend @meowmrrp_ and Ironmouse as I put 1 of the cropped and big sizes in the gift drop off at Tora Con, I hope if she even sees it she knows how much she's impacted my life! 🥰
I'll be making another post about tora con itself after this! I hope everyone has a great day! 🎉

#ironmouse #toracon #ironmousefanart by @serenity__eternity

Sometimes life is hard, sometimes its tolerable, but usually its just hard. Ive been so fortunate to have my support system and the opportunities I have but a lot of my day to day life is full of stress, fear, and sadness. So much of the world is full of anger and hate and its awful. 🫠

I am so grateful especially to those who love and support me through my life. Im on route to have my vaginoplasty soon which is terrifying but incredible! And my girlfriend and I just had our 7 year anniversary (crazy-) 🫢
Shes the one I love, the one I want to stay by, the one I don't grow tired of, and the perfect one for me.

I hope anyone reading this just tries to remember that even though everything might seem awful sometimes, we can try out best to make it out better on the other side. Its all a work in progress 🫂

Love you all 😊🩷

#anniversary #ilovemygf #fuckice #fucktrump #transpride by @serenity__eternity

Pokemon XY were my first ever pokemon games. I had watched the show for years but XY are special to me. Im so glad to come back to Kalos, I dont care about the visual issues too much, im just so happy to be home😊🌸

Just got all the pokedex too! Gonna shiny hunt soon!!! 🥰🩷

#pokemonlegendsza #pokemon #sylveon #pokedex #sillygoofygoober #ilovemygf #ilovepokemon #pokemonxy #megaevolution by @serenity__eternity

Been a bit since I posted! How has everyone been?🌺🌸

Ive personally been struggling a lot with my mental health, dysphoria, and other issues, but im trying to stay positive so ill list some positives! 🩷

First of all, I got my ears pierced finally! You can see it in some of my pictures! Secondly, making progress towards getting bottom surgery, just set up appointment for consultation at the place ill be having surgery! And last major one is that I should hopefully be getting my passport updated soon cause im hoping to be go to Japan in the spring with an RIT class!🇯🇵

The animals are also doing great, Leo and Lucy seem to be getting along more and more and Alice and Piper are still being silly and small. I keep wanting a ferret.🐶🐹🦡

With all the stuff going on in the world right now, especially in this country known as the USA its really hard to not be scared as a trans person. I wish every single person the best and try to be the nicest I can be but its terrifying seeing people in power want my community erased. Trying to look towards the future. 🏳️‍⚧️🏳️‍⚧️🏳️‍⚧️

Smaller stuff, Ive been playing Hollow Knight for the first time, incredible game. I beat Deltarune Chapter 3 and 4, both incredible! My girlfriend and I are on season 5 of Star Wars The Clone Wars, and she got noticed by Chiitan! I also finished Adventure Time!

Anyway, gonna go bury myself in college work! Treat everyone with kindness!

#transbian #mtf #girlfriends #guineapigs #corgi #pitbulllove #piercing #ilovemygirlfriend #transgender #kindnessmatters by @serenity__eternity

Happy 19+1 birthday me!!!! Second birthday as myself!!!

#birthdaygirl #transbian #transfemme #mtf #friendsforever by @serenity__eternity

These past 2 years, even this past year alone, have been some of the most impactful ones of my life. I'm finally living as myself, helping myself, and with the people I love.

I can't help but feel grateful and undeserving of all the love I've had from the people in my life. The ones who have stood by me, the ones who have helped me, the ones who comfort me, the ones who make me laugh, and the one who is my heart.

I've had a hard time of abandoning things in the past, for a while now. Stuff i dont want to think about, things I don't want to be. I've been blaming my younger self for everything, but really she was just a kid, a kid who is not violent, not a villain, not evil, but just a kid. An innocent kid. She doesn't deserve my anger because she protected me for 18 years the only way she knew how, by being "him". But even throughout all her struggles she still tried to smile, make others happy, enjoy things, even as it got more difficult. I'm so thankful to her, for protecting me, for going through so much drama, trauma, abuse from toxic friends, even grooming, because she kept me alive. She's why I'm here today and I'm so happy that I can keep living

To anyone seeing this who I left in the past in some form. Whether through distancing myself, separating physically, losing touch, etc, I just want you to know that even if at the time our friendships and relationships mightve been good or toxic and I wasn't honest about who I was and you might hate who I am now, but you deserve love and kindness and I hope you have it. To those of you who mightve caused me harm specifically and intentionally, I still hope that you get kindness and love to. I don't want to hate anymore, I don't want to hate others, I don't want to hate myself. If anyone wants to reach out to me my door is usually open, I'm sorry for things I've done in the past, but I'm always here

It's sometimes hard to feel like it's ok to be happy or that I'm deserving of all this, but I'm working on it one day at a time. I know my family, blood and found, are with me. Im still alive because of you all, I love you 🩷🩷 HERES TO THE NEW YEAR!

#mentalhealth #2025 #transbian #transgender #wlw #trans #family by @serenity__eternity

The cult is forming

Anyway, my girlfriend and I went on our first real date together (since we've been long distance for 5 years)!

We went to our local mall, went to the Cat cafe for an hour which was amazing because I found a cat that loved me and I loved it but I couldn't take it cause of my sis and mom's allergies! I miss Nashville the kitty! They licked my face and cuddled with me for 30 minutes!

Getting sidetracked, my gf and I then went to build a bear and got fuecoco plushies (we already had 1 build a bear one and 1 crochet(?) One at home so now we have a growing cult)

We even stumbled upon santa before he got to the Santa kid meet and greet the mall has and he gave us free pictures before everyone else and as we passed the long line of kids my gf even went "heh, we got pictures before all of you! >:3" to me in a whisper

Overall was a great time! No one misgendered me, a lot of really nice people especially the people at build a bear, the lazy cat cafe, and hot topic!

#eastviewmall #ilovemygirlfriend #ilovemygf #lesbian #wlw #fuecoco #buildabear #santa #hottopic #transbian #transfemme #longdistancerelationship #girlfriend by @serenity__eternity

My girlfriend moved here!🩷🩷🩷

It's been about a month now but I was too lazy to post the update-

To go over all the images a bit, on the way down to Georgia I got so tired that I watched like 10 episodes of ICarly on the hotel TV (it was after like 12 hours of being in a car, having to be wary of transphobes, and I couldn't find anything else on). I've never watched icarly- 😅

I then met Weems the Cat (@gummy.bug.sludge 's cat) and made the return journey with my girlfriend, my dad, and my gf's dog leo🐶

We made it home and she's been living in our attic ever sense. We've been practically inseparable ever since and hang out every day. I'm so grateful to have her here with me and i just love her so much. I can't wait to stay with her forever 🩷🩷🩷

#girlfriend #longdistancerelationship #moved #moving #wlw #lesbian #transbian #iloveyou #relationships #corgi #kitty #girlfriends by @serenity__eternity

I haven't drawn in probably a few months now (I don't feel like checking) but Arcane hyperfixation made me come back to it

These are by no means art I'm proud of, I feel like these are more of sketches that i sorta rushed through rather than art I spent a ton of time on and I honestly hate how colored pencil work looks but I wanted to use color and not do it digitally and this was all I had on hand

First 2 pics are my drawings. The first is trying to draw jinx and vi without actively trying to replicate a specific shot/scene. The second is me using the image that i attached for a bit of the line work but improvising after a certain bit. I sorta gave up on coloring after a while and didn't use the reference much but I think it turned out ok but not good, just a sketch (my girlfriend @kiwiiartz_ also did her own "interpretation" of the same scene but she's way better at this stuff)

I'd still consider myself a beginner artist but this is my current (rusty) sketch skill level i guess (with a medium I don't find that great: colored pencils)

#arcane #arcanefanart #drawing #art #beginnerartist #sketch #coloredpencil #jinx #vi #arcanejinx #arcanevi #rustyart #girlfriend by @serenity__eternity

Halloween costume, me but possessed by Sukuna!

First time doing makeup like this that isn't super normal so I know it's not perfect but I had fun!

I hope everyone had a great halloween!

#transfemme #sukuna #halloween #ryomensukuna #jjk #jujutsukaisen #transgender #halloween2024 by @serenity__eternity