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No one talks about the love that comes after your supposed soulmate
No one tells you how you have to pick up all your negative thoughts and put them in your pockets stuff them deep
No one tells you that everything will seem sketchy and scary
Nothing will make sense
Your brain goes back to reliving when you were just planning your future with the wrong person
No one talks about the guilt you feel about falling into love with this new person
How could you have been halfway down the isle and picking baby names with your previous lover and now you’re at peace staring into the honey colored eyes of a new suitor
No one talks about the love that comes after you were completely ripped apart by someone that once held you together
No one tells you just opening a piece of your self feels like you have gave too much said too much but yet you feel that you’re nothing at all
No one talks about how the butterflies go from exciting to terrifying
Is this my intuition or my past trauma
No one talks about how you get comfort from being right about something you secretly prayed to not happen
But yet the pain feels so familiar
No one talks about the after feeling of coming down from the honeymoon faze to the oh shit this is really happening faze
The you didn’t expect someone to still want to be here
With you for why
No one tells you that the love that comes after you supposed end all be all is truly a war of the heart and mind
Sincerely Panda by @sincerely_panda

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Sometimes I hate to love you
I look at your face and I want to hold it stare at it kiss you deeply
Tell you how special you are to me
How I haven’t had this much of a genuine laugh in so long
Tell you that all the love songs make sense and I catch my self just picturing me laying in your arms
Sometimes I hate to love you
You give me that warm at home feeling
The I don’t wanna leave this bed feeling
The I can replay this moment for ages and never get tired feeling
Sometimes I hate to love you
I imagine what our genes and personalities would look like on a little person
I imagine us walking down that isle saying our vows
I imagine us at old age in our home still enjoying the little smart remarks we both make
Sometimes I hate to love you
Because I’m scared to lose you
Scared the world I built in my head has an end
Scared that nothing was real
Sometimes I hate to love you
Because in my deepest moments of sadness your presence calms me
Because one day there will be no you
There will be no us
Sometimes I hate to love you
Because I love you so much it hurts
….sincerely panda by @sincerely_panda

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4 months ago

Just alil dump from my birthday weekend 🎂🩷 cheers to 26 😘😘 by @sincerely_panda

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a year ago

Just cause I don’t post enough on my page 😘😘 by @sincerely_panda

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2 years ago

Just cause these are my favorites 🥰 by @sincerely_panda

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4 years ago

Just cause I want my locs back 🥰 by @sincerely_panda

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4 years ago