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if you are reading this, know that I am NOT suicidal, nor am I homicidal, I am EXTREMELY happy with my transition, and I have NEVER spoken to anyone famous. I am also still sober as of today, October 7th, 2026.

peace ✌️ by @spearenvy

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10 days ago

ETA: there are many typos

ETA2: I didn't post this for attention. I presented an idea. unless the essay directly pertains to you, I don't really care if you think my decision to do so was improper.

might as well complete the pin list with this third.... themed..... piece, which is more like a manic rant than the philosophical essay I intended it to be but whatever at this point. I'm clearly not so capable of organizing my thoughts conveniently right now.

btw I researched and that will I wrote is apparently legally valid despite having no witnesses, so if I die in the near future, everyone's favorite parasocial obsession by proxy, marilyn manson, is in fact entitled to like. most of my remaining money and some of my stuff. (... I don't want to @ him again it feels too pushy)

I'm annoyed that I had to reuse a song I've already put on a post before (and a highly promoted one at that) but I have to bc of the title

someone is blasting really bad EDM outside by @spearenvy

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a month ago

thought since I went so far to see him perform, and since I have no idea what on earth to do with myself in the aftermath, it was only right to write another poem in honor of Manson. but it turned into two, and neither of them are what I planned to write. so here they both are I guess.

the second one is the one I wrote first. maybe I'm going to regret posting them but maybe I would have regretted not posting them.

I've lost my mind.

ETA: I really need to stop bothering him but let it be known that I owe him several huge favors at the very least so if he ever needs anything he can hmu it's fine @marilynmanson by @spearenvy

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a month ago

I fucked up my foot and I have no idea how, how fucked up is that? by @spearenvy

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2 days ago

if I see another "I'm CIS and I think TRANS PEOPLE are VALID" virtue signaling reel I am going to throw up. do you want a fucking cookie or something? by @spearenvy

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2 days ago

on not calling out of work when by all accounts I should

my decision not to leave when I was texted at 10 in the morning that my cousin had died received mixed reviews. there was the side that congratulated me for not using a somewhat distant family issue as an excuse to go home, and there was the side that looked at me like I had three heads and was like "dude are you sure". in my opinion that was a problem for the weekend. he was still gonna be dead on saturday so I'd deal with it then. it's not as if I missed an opportunity to save him. it's not as if I would have cared if I had.

also obligatory reddit hate slide. no relation to the topic I just hate reddit and people who use it very much by @spearenvy

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2 days ago

on art and my own decision to greatly limit what I create.

this is a massive oversimplification of what I really think but I don't have the brain capacity to really go into much more detail.

I don't hate art. I don't hate artists. that should be clear as anything. but I can't participate in it. by @spearenvy

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3 days ago

HEAVY on this one. GO TO HELL. GO ALL THE WAY TO HELL AND BURN THERE. I FUCKING DESPISE EACH AND EVERY LAST ONE OF YOU. by @spearenvy

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5 days ago

anyway rip bro sorry I had to use your death as leverage against the general public for a minute. I loved breaking bad by @spearenvy

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5 days ago

this one is gonna make somebody mad by @spearenvy

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5 days ago

four times a week btw. someone tell you know who to be careful ffs by @spearenvy

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5 days ago

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6 days ago