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A month is a thing that can powerfully surpass and surprise you without even whispering that time has kept on going. So there's that. by @strawberryjester

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Getting ready 6 hours early bc I can by @strawberryjester

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Everyone look at our queen thank you very much. Mwah by @strawberryjester

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3 months ago

The sun rises and sets and we can begin again anytime we choose. I love you. I hope you ate well and had water and that you get enough sleep to feel refreshed you wake up. by @strawberryjester

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4 months ago

I called the Delta "mine" for so long and never once considered whose it was before it was plucked from their mouths like a crawfish buried deep in the soil of the waterways and passed to me by people who believed it was owed to them and therefore to me to be fed by the humidity and the decadent magnolias.

I am from nowhere and everywhere. Is the stain on my palms red clay or blood? I cannot wash it off regardless of the answer. Maybe it's both.

Reparations alone are not enough. Land Back now and forever. by @strawberryjester

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4 months ago

Howdy. Have some memes and an old mirror selfie. I should not miss $30 motels and blocking the door with furniture as much as I do. There is something familiar about the smell of old cigarette smoke. It's funny how everything you ever hated can become something you love and everything you have ever loved cen become something you hate. What if I never see you again. What if I see you tomorrow. What if none of this is real and the demiurge consumes us all until our light is eternally extinguished. What if there is no eternal anything. The trees grow and fall down and rot, and rot creates wine so the mushrooms and the bugs who decompose those of us fermenting in the ground can experience the splendor and spark of something incomprehensible. No, I don't know what I'm saying. Goofy to expect me to make sense ever like hello? Have we met? Girl I am literally the most hopeless romantic there ever was. Anyway I love you so much. I can't tell you how grateful I am that you're alive, that I've met you, that you're reading this right now. You've survived everything so far, and despite it all, it's still you. Banged up and bruised maybe, sure, but... you. I would not have it any other way. Did you eat something good today? I hope you watched a cool movie or read something wonderful. If you're scared about tomorrow, don't worry. I'm here with you and I am scared too. Let's breathe together. I know CPR. Do you? Let's learn together if not. Everything will be okay because we have each other. Pinch your nose. Hold your breath. On the count of three, let's jump into the pool.

Take my fucking hand and never be afraid again. by @strawberryjester

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6 months ago

Memes I made to celebrate the soul-sucking capitalist experience that is working in any healthcare field with major understaffing and high turnover due to underpaid and overworked employees suffering from untreated burnout in a country that has no universal healthcare and a system that prioritizes profit over people. God forbid I have the luxury of free time to care for undersupported communities and perform outreach for the many organizations hoping to help one another. Anyway I ate the most amazing fucking samosas today, thank you to the Sudanese immigrant selling them at the festival today. Volunteering this weekend has been so amazing and a little bit of missed sleep only contributes to chronic health problems and creates issues for me personally regarding my mental health lol yeah que sera, sera dude. Idk. I hope you see cool rocks today and eat something delicious and don't have to think about your bills. I love you mwah by @strawberryjester

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7 months ago

What if I told you to dig through the ditches and burn through the witches and slam in the back of my Dragula? Anyway haha hello again. Be reminded that I have a face. Please eat something tasty today. I hope you find 1 thing to smile about. Will you tell me about any trees you've seen lately? I've been going swimming almost every day. Weightlifting is hard but rewarding and I love how it feels to impress my friends when I pick them up and carry them around. So yes also I have been doing weight lifting. And also calisthenics and pilates (two things I am still unsure are actually any different but w/e). I also follow along with tai chi videos on youtube. Depression is an evil dickhead, so I keep eating tasty food and working out and taking my dogs to the park and living. Just living. Sometimes thriving but mostly going through the motions. I have so much to look forward to. In the next few months, I'm gonna be volunteering all over the place. My job is hectic but that's just the way it is. I'm really wanting to start baking again. I do indeed have far too many hobbies. God forbid I ever become a parent, I'm going to be soooo annoying. Those kids will love me until they're embarassed af about me. Which honestly? Valid of these made up children bc I am cringe and free but that does not mean they will be. Okay so anyway I love you and you deserve a clean place to sleep and delicious food and decadent beverages, I hope the world treats you kindly and even when it doesn't I hope you treat you kindly instead. Because we are all living here on a rock together. See you soon. Drive safe. Text me and tell me you made it home. There are people waiting for you. Someday we will all find our cottage. by @strawberryjester

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7 months ago

I want to tattoo all of these animals onto my skin and be ever reminded of the inane cruelties of man. When will we reach the limit of taking for granted those who cannot ask why? by @strawberryjester

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7 months ago

I gave my favorite pair of earrings to my best friend's mom.
I gave my favorite self help book to a patient at the psychiatric hospital I used to work at.
I believe people do come to save us.
We save each other every day.
I gave my last coffee to someone I'd just met.
I gave the to-go meal I intended to take home to a panhandler at the stoplight 3 intersections before my house.
We break on the littlest things and they stitch our broken parts back together again.
You will never feel warmer than when someone gives you a grateful smile.
You can only understand what the sunlight and the breeze mean when someone has said "thank you so much."
Everything we do changes everything around us.
It will never be significant.
It will always be important that we do it anyway. by @strawberryjester

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7 months ago

Sometimes "I love you" feels trite because it's more like... I see you. I know you. I want to hold you and I know how to hold you and you'll be safe because I won't forget. I will never forget how to hold you, you will not fall through my fingers because I know you and I can hold you, and thank you. Thank you for letting me hold you. I'm grateful to see you and to know you. I thrive in the sunlight that is knowing you and I hope you never hide from me again. Isn't it a wonderful thing, to be seen? And isn't it a wonderful thing that I can see you? Wow.

And those three words, "I love you", they mean all of that and more and less and everything and nothing. And all of the light in the universe is finite and vanishes into the vast expanse of deep dark space but I get just enough of it from this one single star that I have the privilege of seeing you. And knowing you. That we get to exist at the same time as a blip in all of space and time is something I could not thank any god enough for. So yeah I love you, silly. by @strawberryjester

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7 months ago

Well What If I Told You I Was Weird?
Okay wait I was about to write a shitty poem but then I remembered Jughead Jones from Riverdale and his whole "in case you haven't noticed, I don't fit in... I'm weird... I'm a weirdo" monologue and now I'm fighting demons trying not to laugh so loud I wake up the clients I work with. Like oh my god I can't believe Riverdale was on for so many years. I think I have to watch it again. CW really makes shows and cranks them out like planned trainwrecks. It reminds me of the intentionally sunken Navy ships that become ecosystems. Like wow okay just sustain a cornerstone of our biome bestie pop off CW give us INSANE writing (NOT a compliment or an insult but a secret third thing)

Okay have fun listening to this song. Check out Mon Rovîa's other music. He rules he's so kind and his songs are awesome byeeee by @strawberryjester

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